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kuhriaimnmc ntrgz sc njitno sni`mg mns on`jns mc vckumg jnstg.
Mcmgs mcsc`bnmgs ag`lgroc ns kuzcs mn `gitc. N snin audn tcxturn
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tgonmn mc su`tugsimnmc s!hitn. "s trn#gs mg rgstg `n nurn mc ocmgc sglrioc`tg `g sc ntrihuco n iopg`c`tc hckczn quc gs trn`scu`tcs
mctcatno. $nrn g lio. %kn snhc. %sautn `gs anrrgs quc pnssno. %st
csaritg `g min c`trc gs pr&migs vnaikn`tc. %`tc`mc ago n rnzg quc
rcstn. %o ocig ng arcp!saukg mc aioc`tg mcaimiu scjuir c c`ag`trnr
uo sc`timg pnrn g lio. ' v&spcrn mg i`vcr`g ons mijno(oc sc cssn
tcopcrnturn pgmcr hnixnr onis. ' lrigrc`tn. )cu ansnqui`bg onisquc`tc cstnvn !oimg mn abuvn mg min n`tcrigr. %stn snin `g &
nmcqunmn. *ns mcacrtg ni`mn cstnrin ouitg lrig.
+on `gitc mcssns. +o min lnz tcopg. N abcjnmn. g onis quc
uon scon`n. Misscrno quc g ac`trg `g cstnvn kg`jc. -uc scjuissc
n nvc`imn nt& g pnrquc c virnssc mircitn `g scolgrg. g misscrnoqun`tgs qunrtcir/cs issg sij`ilianvn. Mcscohnran. *cig(min jcknmg.
%stn nvc`imn. g v6 `nmn ng rcmgr. $gr quc ocsog `g
nagopn`bgu n og#n> *cmg mc pcssgns pguag ag`bcaimns. Mc
kujnrcs mcsag`bcaimgs. $nvgr mc rcagoc#gs.
8uzcs mc uon dn`ckn. 1gzcs mc arin`#ns. +o vuktg rcagrtnmg
ag`trn n snkn. Missc ngs vizi`bgs quc g coprcjg cstnvn acrtg. g
prcaisn ir, Nkiac. g prcaisn ir = rcitcrgu g aisag co scu gkbg. 1ga6
tco tumg nqui. Mcvin tcroi`nr n lnaukmnmc. 3nzcr uo mgutgrnmg. +o
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min ckn nabnr g ocsog. +o min agog scoprc qun`mg `g onis lgr
pgssvck.
%kn `g ag`vcrsn b mins.
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)cjurgu(kbc g qucixg c n puxgu pnrn si. " pgkcjnr `n lnac
rcnk#n n sgohrn mn on# mc scu rgstg. %st mizc`mg nkjuon agisn.
%kn `g lnz imcin mg quc scdn, qucr npc`ns sc kivrnr. $gr quc c`tg
bcsitgu c pgr quc pcroitiu gu ng oc`gs `g kutgu> Nssio sc
ag`stituiu n prcoissn pcroitir tumg. $gohn jcoc`mg co araukgs
`n prn#n sghrc g lnrckg mc tcopgs n&rcgs `uo ou`mg i`4spitg onis
i`4spitg qun`tg i`tc`sgs gs sg`bgs.
7go tioimcz nacitgu n nprgxion#g mckc ioprcj`nmn mc
ioprcss/cs quc n ag`lgrtnvno c n`justinvno. )un cxprcssg `g g
trnmuzin ons vcrin co scu luturg. N lgron agog cstg kijnmgs g
ag`lgrtg c n n`j!stin c `g pgmco scr clctivnoc`tc cxprcssn pckg
scohkn`tc. 8cu nkjg nssio `ns cstn`tcs mc 0ist4rin, ons g quc
snhco gs kivrgs> g bnvcr csqucacr nquckcs mins co quc uo
mcscdg pr4xiog mg sghrc`nturnk n juinvn c mctcroi`nvn gs
nag`tcaioc`tgs. g qucr vgktnr quckc tcopg c tgmnvin nki cst
minrinoc`tc. +on lrcstn `n ouktimg. %kc. 1i`mg.g onis. *ns nki =
nki = du`tg mckn. Nacitn tgonr uo anl& agoijg> -uc og#n anrc`tc
sgzi`bn `uon aimnmc cstrn`jcirn pgmcrin rcausnr>
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sutik mc uon agrmikbcirn. "kbc quc sgrrisg si`acrg. " sgk mg lio mn
tnrmc co scus anhckgs = sn`tn nurcgknmn. " gohrg csqucrmg mckn
tgan(kbc g knmg mircitg mg pcitg rjimg. g & onis uo rnpnzgkn ons
cst kg`jc mc scr tg onis vckbg agog ckn n pri`apig ionji`gu. "tcaimg sunvc mcssn hkusn arcoc kbc ani tg hco. Nmcrc ockbgr
pcrsg`nkimnmc np4s uo tcopg mc usg. G quc cstgu mizc`mg7 `g g
ag`bcg.Nkan`#nrno g knrjg agrrcmgr ng nr kivrc g`mc pnrn nk&o mns
ourctns g trlcjg sc nrrnstnvn. %kc npn`bnvn pnp&is mc hnkn c
on#gs nonssnmgs `g abg c agkganvn `ns nknrn`dnmns kixciri`bns c
nrrcmg`mnmns.
= Np4s g tcntrg n priocirn run csqucrmn.Mg gutrg knmg
npnrcacr uon pnmnrin. 7gstuon tcr jrn`mc ogvioc`tg.
)c ckn quiscssc ocsog prgaurnr n ansn mn noijn.
%kn mcvgkvc g sgrrisg lrn`ag. +o min tcr agog agstuoc sc
rclujinr `nquckn pnmnrin pnrn agocr sg`bgs co ocig ng hurhuri`bg
mcogartiag mgs hchcmgrcs mc acrvcdn mg lio mc `gitc c gs
onmrujnmgrcs tgon`mg anl&. " scu & prctg, `g &, sc`bgritn> %kn uomin bnvcr tnoh&o mc tcr scus ls pgr nki. $gr njgrn crn n !ktion
agisn quc ckn qucrin `n vimn ag`ti`unr prgaurn`mg n ansn mc uon
og#n audgs prgp4sitgs `g lianrno ouitg aknrgs dustnoc`tc njgrn
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quc bnvin ag`bcaimg g nogr mc sun vimn. $gr issg `g rcsistiu. 3gi uo
hcidg pcrlcitg g priocirg sgh n kun.
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N vitri`c rclkctc n anhc#n i`aki`nmn pnrn g knmg mircitg. N kcvc
mgr `g ogvioc`tg & rcsquaig mn pgsi#g `g :`ihus. g & uon mgr
o pgis n kcohrn mc suns ikus/cs qun`mg gs anhckgs tganrno `g
gohrg mn agopn`bcirn mc vinjco. 3rnjoc`tgs mns ag`vcrsns mgs
trn`scu`tcs sc trn`slgrono co uo misaursg k4jiag `ns prglu`mczns
mc si ocson. )gzi`bn sghrc g vinmutg. 8g`jc g octr: `g trcabg mc
supcrlaic. Cssn quc njgrn sgu, cu, `nsaimn mn nohig i`mgkc`tc co
quc n mgr suhstituiu ns cxpcatntivns ocsog n`tcs quc sc
bguvcssco mc tgmg lrustrnmg, ckn `g v6 onis g knr c g trnhnkbg
prgoissgr c, agog n g`mn sgkitrin quc c`trc gutrns & n !`ian qucc`abc c `g nrrchc`tn, `n supcrlaic mg onr uon grkn mc cspuon
nhgrtnmn c an`snmn c tc`sn c sgzi`bn anrrcjn`mg uo ou`mg
mcstrumg co anmn lihrn mg scr, gb Mcus = pc`sgu ng lgankiznr n kuz
nonrcknmn `gs knmrikbgs = quiscrn rgopcr pnrn scoprc cssc
mcpkgrvck araukg viaigsg. %`abcu gs puko/cs. Ndcitgu n ocin c
mcogrgu(sc `g rckcvg csaurg mn pnrtc mc trs mg dgckbg agog qucolnz uon vcrilian#g co `goc mn qunk mcskizn gs mcmgs onis naion
g`mc n onaicz cst ogr`n mg ocsog rclkcxg min`tc mc si `n vimrn#n
kntcrnk mn cstn#g g`mc c`trnr nkis cxntnoc`tc pnrn qu6> *!sian
`gs rmigs mgs anrrgs audg hrikbg octnki`g sc mikun `g nr ai`zc`tg co
quc gs tg`s sc suhstituno scoprc `g sc`timg mc oc`gs agr.
Miz n si ocson quc & pgssvck sio ag`tgr`nr n ogrtc ons `g
narcmitgu `g quc missc pgrquc sc mistrniu ago uon rndnmn mchnixg mn
snin g`mc n og mckc cstnr mcpgis mg anl&. % ckn pc`snvn quc snhin
quco crn c quc ag`bcain gs bgoc`s. )cjuiu anoi`bn`mg ng pnssnr
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pckn c`trnmn mg octr: nssio quc sc mcspcjgu mn onssn buon`n `n
qunk pc`snrn sc i`tcjrnr c ntrnvcssgu n run `uon agrrimi`bn li`nk
qun`mg g vcrmc nhriu pnrn gs ogtgrcs. )un sgohrn agrrin lick ng knmg
u`i`mg(sc c uktrnpnssn`mg n sgohrn mgs anhgs ck&triags c tckcl:`iagsc g rijgrgsg mcsc`bg `cjrg mg scolgrg agog quc lkutun`mg sghrc
tumg i`akui`mg g pr4prig oc`gs `cjrg nslnktg n quc sc pcjnvn.
Mchnixg mg `&g` tnoh&o n sgohrn sc du`tgu ng kiohg co quc ckn
`g snhin g quc lnzcr ago n kcohrn`#n mc uo hcidg pcrlcitg uon vcz
quc g ansnk c`vgkvimg `g cxistin onis.
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Ng kg`jg mc tgmn n `gitc nsscockbnmn agohustg mg ousjg
suauohiu scjuimns vczcs qunsc uon s4 quc sc tgr`nrino tnoh&o gs
mins scjui`tcs c ns `gitcs ng sc`tioc`tg sulgan`tc n quc sc pgmc
abnonr mcscdg sc cspnkbn`mg nmin`tc mc si agog uo ntnkbg
irrcsistvck si`nkiznmg pckn ionjco mnquckc bgoco. %ssn agopuksg
i`sistirn co tgmns ns &pgans onis gu oc`gs k!aimns gu sn`tns mc sun
vimn gu nt& ag`strutivns mcsvc`aikbn`mg(sc ago nhsgkutg mcsm&o
mns rcsist6`ains bcr4ians. gitc muo luturg pr4xiog mcssc tcopg co
quc ckn virn n npnri#g surjir mg `nmn c sc nprgxionr agog uon
prcsn `g iopcmc quc g prcmnmgr n kcvc pnrn scu agvik. 3gi `n tnrmcco quc g pnpn i`nujurgu n nkn pnrn mcpc`mc`tcs quoiags, mc audn
rclgron ckn pnrtiaipnrn `gs tcopgs mg vgku`tnrinmg c pgrtn`tg pcrtg
mc qun`mg ag`bcacu 0niocnrm uon scon`n mcpgis mc tcr cstnmg
ago *ccrcsbioock.Mcvcrin tcr ocmg mckc. Mcvcrin tcocr nt& sun
kcohrn`#n.
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n `gitc quc scr trnvnmn nt& quc mcsonic mc nagrmg ago g quc
cstnvn mcsti`nmg mcsmc g hiag mg scig o4vck npg`tn`mg cssc luturg
sgh n hkusn mc tcrjnk nt& quc ckc bcsitnssc c nt& quc rclkctissc c
siouknssc pgrquc du`tgs mcsaghrino quc `nmn suhsistc cxactg pcknprghimnmc audgs !`iags duzcs trcoino co nrrcpigs `g hrn#g nkiainmg
c `n jrn`mc og sunmn. Nb Nkiac, missc ckc `uo tgo mcskganmnoc`tc
ockn`a4kiag n quc sc scjuiu sco ogtivg n risnmi`bn mckn
i`tcrrgopimn, mivimimn co muns risnmns oc`grcs mc oc`i`n nhmianmn.
Nkiac, Nkiac = missc ckc = c tgmnvin `g kcohrnr g `goc qun`mg
pc`snr `ckn mins mcpgis c ni`mn `g tcr acrtczn qun`mg n tgr`nr nvcr, mc agstns, `n kgdn mc i`lgrotian. 2mc`tilian`mg(n n`tcs jnzc
hrn`an `g an`tg mc sun snkn c ng ogvioc`tg mgs mcmgs quc sc
nhrino `gs mgis sc`timgs ngs nlnjgs c sc lcabnvno mc `gvg c ng
sgrrisg lkcxvckmc quco snhc ons gptn pgr ij`grnr. Nkiac, Nkiac = ckn
sc rcagstn agrn`mg ansg ckc `g cstivcssc c`jn`nmg c`qun`tg ns
ogs mckc sc`tino n ai`turn onain c lrin c`trc g a4s mn snin c g
i`aig mn hkusn mcsprc`mimn. -uc pgmcr ag`acmc cssn trn`qikimnmc
co bgrn tcrrvck> $gr quc ni`mn non agog sc `g tivcssc vivimg
`uon cslcrn naion i`akusivc mg nogr = n mioc`sg co quc vgktn`mg
mc uo sg`bg `g qunk ogrrcogs co pkc`g 6xtnsc mn anr`c
ag`ti`unogs vivc`mg sco quc g sg`bg gs nhn`mg`c. Axtnsc
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$nrgu co lrc`tc mn kn`(bgusc. 3nkgu ago g ntc`mc`tc gkbn`mg
mc sgsknig gs agoputnmgrcs mn snkn csaurn.
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%kc anoi`bn co ocigs s pcssgns agog uo cspcatrg quc `g
lnz pnrtc mn ouktimg `co tco qunkqucr imc`timnmc ago gs scrcs
quc g knmcino. %kn cst n scu knmg ni`mn n`tcs mc clctivnoc`tc
cstnrco pr4xiogs c mc abcjnr n guvir sun vgz. 7bcirn n hn`bg
tgonmg. +o bgoco ago abcirg mc bgoco sco gs gmgrcs
mcsnjrnmvcis quc cxnkno gs bgoc`s c sco n ghstru#g
nsscptianoc`tc sgaivck mgs mcsgmgrn`tcs. "uviu g ag`vitc pnrn uo
anl&. $r4xiog sco g tgquc quc iop/c uon i`tioimnmc i`cxistc`tcF
pr4xiog g hnstn`tc pnrn quc n tcpimcz mg bkitg abcjuc sco gmgr Jg
quc `g mcixnrin mc scr uo tipg mc nss&migB.)cu sgrrisg rcspg`mcquc sio. -uc ckn nacitn. 7uimnmgsn. Lclrcn`mg(sc c sc sgktn`mg `uo
ritog mc scmu#g qunsc onraink. @g mcvc pc`snr quc sgu uon
qunkqucr c quc sgu laik ! " n #ktion agisn quc mcvc pc`snr. Mins
mcpgis ckc n viu `n kgdn c tc`tgu kcohrnr g scu `goc. " quc & uo
`goc> 7gog pgssg tcr csqucaimg mcssn rclcr6`ain qunsc !`ian mc
uon oukbcr quc oc pcrturhgu nssio> %o `c`buo ogoc`tgnabguquc ckn crn laik gu milaik pgrquc cstnvn lckiz quc ckn tivcssc mitg )io.
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%shnrrnrno. %xistc nkjg `nquckn dgvco n quc mcvc sc nlci#gnr.
+on lcoi`ikimnmc lgrn mc ogmn agog qun`mg i`aki`gu n anhc#n.
$nrcain an`snmn ons `g n pg`tg mc = n cssc gkbnr s!hitg mg mcscdg =
mcixnr mc trn`soitir nkjg quc non`b scr abnonmg nogr. Nk&o
missg = ckc sc vgktn = n siopkiaimnmc `g vcstir & n lgron onis cliaic`tc
mc nac`tunr n hckczn. " a&u sc nprgxion onis vvimg c nzuk trnzc`mg
gs !ktiogs tg`s mg min c cogkmurn`mg g agrpg mn og#n qun`mg ckn
scjurnvn g hgtg mg mcagtc `g agrrcmgr kuoi`gsg c lrig agog n sc
prgtcjcr gu tnkvcz glcrcacr ng tganr n nmgkcsac`tc nmgrocaimn
mc`trg mckn cvgan`mg ns i`s:`ins rcac`tcs ago n vinjco c n rctirnmnmc agisns c agisns n`tcs cssc`ainis mn hnjnjco nt& quc sghrnssc
uon !`ian ogabikn, cssn ocson, vnzin njgrn jrn#ns ng junrmn(
vgkuocs. 7gog sc prcpnrnssc pnrn sc mcsnpcjnr mns agisns mg
ou`mg, sun og sc`tin ns !ktions tcxturns rcprcsc`tnmns pckg hgtg
c pckn rc`mn mg suti c pckn pckc c`trc gs scigs nrln`mg ni`mn snhc
Mcus pgr qun`tg tcopg.
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pr&migs co vgktn i`aki`nmgs scju`mg n ioprcaisg mg gkbnr buon`g
quc pgrvc`turn n tnk ag`tcopkn#g agog ckn sc nvc`turnssc.
$crachc`mg co tumg `un`acs mc nzuk ago rnrgs hgrrilgs
nvcrockbnmgs. Lclkctc sghrc n k4jian missg `uo u`ivcrsg mc sctcagrcs hsians c uo i`li`itg mc jrnmn#/cs. 7gog bnvcrin mc scr n
qucstg mc scu c`tcrrg> 7bcjgu n pc`snr `issg c`qun`tg mcsain ns
csanmns c njgrn, agog mcvin tcr lcitg mn vcz n`tcrigr, sc mirijin s
antrnans quc crno uo mgs nkvgs sc `g g pri`aipnk mns
on`ilcstn#/cs pckn aimnmc.
n pistn rgkn`tc ckc sc on`tcr pcrtg c `g vnjg abcjn n sc`tir
g nrgon mgs anhckgs `cjrgs c kisgs. %stumn`tcs c trnhnkbnmgrcs,
nkju`s anmctcs c uon lrcirn. Mgis ntgrcs. % ckn. Mistn`tc agog n
oukbcr mg hnkag, pc`sn `g min mc sun abcjnmn. $c`sn `g bgoco c
`g hcidg c co agog suoiu. $gmcrin pc`snr co quc gs mgis t6o
nkjuon scockbn`#n lsian c nt& `g ogmg mc n`mnr, sc tivcsscghscrvnmg scu prcsc`tc nmoirnmgr pnrn tn`tg. %ssc co quco ns
pcssgns vgktn pcrachco g gkbnr quc ckn `g pcrachcu. Mcsaco. %kn
c`trn `n kgdn. +o cxcautivg sni sco ag`scjuir vcr `nmn nk&o mg
Nronjcmgo = ionjco `nturnkoc`tc cxnjcrnmn pnrn uon arisc
cag`:oian ou`mink. g g scrin co rckn#g `nturczn buon`n ons
`g & g ansg. *ns sio n vgktn mn i`lkn#g c mg mcscoprcjg csghrctumg n m!vimn qun`tg n quc pnp&is agoprnr, agog sc lgssc
pgssvck vivcr mc cspcaukn#g, sco prgmuzir. 3nzcr missg uo ocig
`g s4 kaitg ons mcscdvck mc vimn. " quc agocrino sc g vizi`bg
mckn rcsgkvcssc pcjnr g jn`abg mns pnsscntns c pnrnr n prgmu#g mc
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kcjuocs c lrutns> $nssnrn pckn anhc#n mg pr4prig Nkhcrt nkjg nssio
qun`mg c`trnvn pckn on`b `g bnkk mg pr&mig nki co lrc`tc mg kctrcirg
agrrc`mg i`mian`mg agtn#/cs. " hurhuri`bg arcsac.
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bip`gtiznmgs n`tc jnocs. % gs oc`i`gs c oc`i`ns onis vckbgs = gs
quc n imnmc rcjuknvn ago n sun = vnsaukbn`mg n vimn mc tgmgs co
husan mc nogr c mcstikn`mg 4mig `gs pgsts. N npntin c n pcrvcrsimnmc
mn jcrn#g sc nac`tuno `g agoputnmgr agog hckns lgronslcoi`i`ns co rgupns siopkcs. Nkju&o mc lntg narcmitn quc n omin
cst ng knmg mgs `cacssitnmgs ng dukjnr g rcstg mg ou`mg> +o
ou`mg gutrg c u`g quc mc nkjuo ogmg du`tnvn g quc agoprn uo
npnrtnoc`tg cspcrn mn vnkgrizn#g ioghikirin c gs quc trnhnkbnrg
tgmn uon vimn c `g tcrg mi`bcirg pnrn nkujnr uon bnhitn#g
mcac`tc. +o ki`5 rct4riag sco i`tc`#g mc u`ir pcssgns. nmn mc`gvg ou`mg `co mc uon `gvn lgron mc pc`snr c mc vivcr c mc
trnhnkbnr. )4 mcuscs ogrtgs dgjn`mg `gvns pnrtimns ago gs scrcs
vivc`tcs. Ns runs `g min n`tcrigr tnkvcz g sguhcssco. $rgvnvckoc`tc
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ckc v6 g pcrlik mc scrc`imnmc c iopg`6`ain. " agopgrtnoc`tg
buon`g sup/c nkjuon `cacssimnmc. $gr quc cst nki sc`tnmg> %`lio
cst c `g b g quc lnzcr nk&o mc usulruir g ogoc`tg. " sgk sc p:s
ntrs mgs pr&migs ons misacr`irno npc`ns nkju`s rclkcxgs `g vimrgcsaurg quc gs scpnrnvn mn run. " sgo mg rclrijcrnmgr g`mc cstg ns
hchimns sc ag`lu`mc `gs ogoc`tgs mc onis sik6`aig ago uon abuvn
quc b ouitg `g ani. 0niocnrm gs ionji`n du`tgs pckns runs mg
c`tgr`g. 7bcjn n pc`snr `uo ogtck ons mcsanrtgu n im&in. %`tg pgr
quc cst nki> I sc pcrju`tgu n`tcs c `g b rcspgstn. Mc oukbcrcs
hg`itns scu trnhnkbg cst abcig.
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$grquc ni`mn quc d tc`bn uo ansnk mc likbgs `g pnrcac. issg
pc`snvn qun`mg c`trnrno. %kc Jg ki`mg rnpnz mg priocirg minB trnzin
`n rujn mc cxprcssg n snumnmc oistcrigsn quc pgr sun purczn `g
sc mcixn npn`bnr c nssio pcron`cac tg i`a4j`itn c lnoikinr qun`tguo rgstg mc sg`bg. g tco agrnjco gu pnai6`ain gu nogr
suliaic`tc pnrn nmoirnr g quc g irog onrnvikbnmg v6 njgrn ago
gkbgs milcrc`tcs mg bnhitunk c quc qun`mg bnhitunis sc tgr`nrco g
rctgr`g `g scr suhkioc c ckc `g lnr g ansg mcvimg cxactg ago n
prgxioimnmc mn ogrtc c n rcvckn#g mns agi`aim6`ains. )cr tnrmc.
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np4s uo min pcrmimg mc prgaurn mc trnhnkbg. g sc trntn pgrtn`tg
npc`ns mn anoi`bnmn.
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n anon g rnpnz quc n nhgrmgu `g priocirg min scjurn`mg
scus hrn#gs nkvgs c rctirn`mg g t6`uc ghstaukg. %kn `g lnkn. )c`tc(
sc hco ago nkju&o quc kbc ogstrc g anoi`bg. -uc n`tcs mg
non`bcacr ni`mn n prc`mn. Cnrn`tin c nopnrg. %kc `g pc`sn =pgrquc & nssio quc lu`aig`n, qun`mg lu`aig`n. N oc`tc csvnzinmn
agog uo jucrrikbcirg. g sc trnir pckn ag`sai6`ain mns agisns. Iu`tgs
nssio tg mistn`tcs. g cst lu`aig`n`mg. Lcknxc. 7g`ac`trc(sc.
-uco pgmcrin ionji`nr quc gutrg cst pnrn usulruir cssn situn#g.
+o gutrg quc njgrn trn#n ki`bns co scu prgdctg sco n oc`gr imcin
mc quc `g min scjui`tc, `g, mnqui n pguans bgrns, cshnrrnr `nog#n ago gs kivrgs. "utrg quc `g lnkbnr. "uvir scu `goc. -unsc
sc pgmc mizcr quc & pnrn ckc quc ckn sc c`trcjn min`tc mcssc
priocirg quc `n aimnmc ni`mn ankon quis quc g mcscdg lgssc sntislcitg
sco mcpgis, cssc mcpgis n ansn, g min, n rgupn, g nssgnkbg, g sgk `gs
o4vcis, c quco snhc gs likbgs, i`muhitnvckoc`tc gs likbgs. %kn `g
pgmcr ac`sur(kg non`b. g usgu tnk nrtilaig.
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%`tg lgrno.
7bcjnrno ng npnrtnoc`tg. %kn ni`mn c`tgrpcaimn pckg nkvig.
%kc tgagu g i`tcrruptgr c uo ln`tnson surjiu g`mc ckn mcvcrin cstnr.
$gr uo scju`mg sc cspn`tgu ons co scjuimn cstnvn mc `gvg sc`bgr
mn situn#g. gitc i`iainmn ago n kuz nac`mimn `g an`tg mg pcquc`g
npnrtnoc`tg c g ogvioc`tg mckn sc nhnixn`mg pnrn rckijnr g vckarg
mn sn`mkin.
0nvino pnssnmg pckn pg`tc iocmintnoc`tc n`tcs mc abcjnr.
%struturn sxcn agrrc`mg ng kg`jg mgs ligs lnisan`tcs `g `cjrgr
hrikbn`tc mg nslnktg k cohnixg. %kn pc`sgu g qun`tg tivcrn sgrtc.
%stnvn snkvn ng pnssnrco pckn tgrrc mg pr&mig hrikbn`tc. )nkvn ng
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c`trnrco `g hnirrg pckns ansi`bns nvcrockbnmns. 8cvgu n og
pnrtc mc trs mg pcsag#g c nhnixgu gs gkbgs c npcrtgu(gs c nhriu(gs
mc `gvg c, agog `g tivcssc simg `nmn, kcvn`tgu g gkbnr pnrn ns
dn`ckns c gs tckbnmgs rcagrtnmgs mc uo lrig nzuk csoncac`mg,csoncac`mg nt& n npnri#g mc Mnr5c` $;hck. %o quco pumcrn uo
min ag`linr. Mirg g scu priocirg nogr. $gmc scr. Mnr5c`... *ns qunk
rckn#g c`trc ckc c cssc snkvnmgr ago quco snrn mg anl& mirctg pnrn
g npnrtnoc`tg, rc`u`ain`mg ng c`ag`trg ago n noijn> Mnr5c`. +o
rnpnz mc hco sco m!vimn. Nki cst ckc. " anrrg mcsac`mg n run
si`ugsn. $cmc uon i`lgron#g n uo pcmcstrc c scjuc. %kn gkbn.2`stn`t9`cg g lnsa`ig. Mcvin tcr ckn g qu6, u`s quntgrzc n`gs> 1iu
qun`mg ckc pnrgu c tc`tgu cstnaig`nr qunsc co lrc`tc ng pr&mig. Mc
pcrtg pnrcac onis vckbg ons quc iopgrtn> Lnpnzi`bgs t6o mc sc
cstnhckcacr `n vimn. Nssio & ockbgr. +o bgoco cstnhckcaimg ago
mi`bcirg suliaic`tc pnrn kcvnr n `nogrnmn n qunkqucr prgjrnon quc
ckn i`vc`tc, n qunkqucr rcstnurn`tc, n qunkqucr sbgO Jc g tcntrg quc
ckn nmgrn n`mn tg anrgB i`akui`mg g ogtck gu, ockbgr ni`mn, g
npnrtnoc`tg mckc. *nis uo gu mgis n`gs c ckn scrin uon oukbcr lcitn
ago cssc tipg mc `cacssimnmc quc uo oc`i`g mc sun imnmc `g
pgmcrin hn`anr. *csog mcpgis mc uo n`g gu mgis ckn ni`mn scr
oc`gr = pc`sgu Mnr5c` np4s nkjuo tcopg mc ag`tcopkn#g. " quc
pgmc sco m!vimn tcr simg n anusn mn kijcirn hntimn `g anrrg mn lrc`tc.
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hrn`ag. +on oukbcr quc pnssn kcvn ns ogs hnrrijn & g `c`&o
abutn`mgF gutrn, uo pguag onis dgvco c oc`gs hckn, kcvn g anrri`bg
mc hch6. % ckc, Mnr5c`, cst lnkn`mg sgzi`bgF n oc`i`n pgmc
pcrachcr. -uco snhc = pc`sgu ckn = `g cstcdn dustnoc`tc lnkn`mgmckn. % nhrc uo sgrrisg quc Jcohgrn cstivcssc ocsogB ckc `g
abcjn n vcr.
%kn cst `g hn`ag mg anrg`n mg anrrg mc *ccrcsbioock c `g
rctrgvisgr mc Mnr5c`. 1co mc uo ou`mg mcsag`bcaimg c i`vnmc, ago
sun ris pi`acknmn c n kuz co scus gkbgs, g tgrpgr nagogmnmg mg
ou`mg ng qunk ckc sc nagstuogu. 7gog g qunmrg co quc uo pi`tgr
rca&o(mcspcrtg rctrntgu g sg`bg imcnk agkganmg `n snkn mc nkju&o
quc nt& c`tg mcsprcznvn n nrtc c n pnrtir mnki pnssnr n vivcr co
lu`#g mckn.$nssn`mg pckn pg`tc. 8cohrn`mg agog Mnr5c`
npnrc`tnvn mc pcrtg onis imnmc. 7g`vcrsno. 16 ago `itimcz ns ki`bns
mc cxprcssg c tgmnvin ni`mn & uo bgoco ntrnc`tc = agog sc cknpumcssc snhcr g quc & uo bgoco ntrnc`tcF agog sc tivcssc tcopg
mc vimn pnrn tn`tg. N aurvn snhc Mcus pnrn g`mc. %st pnrn
nag`tcacr c rcnkoc`tc hnstn. Nki ng knmg mc *ccrcsbioock ckn sc m
ag`tn mc agog sc viainrn. Iustg ckn n`sigsn mns pkc`ns
rcspg`snhikimnmcs c mircitgs mg kivrc nrhtrig. %kcs lnkno pckn ocson
hgan, Mnr5c` c *ccrcsbioock. 7gisns `co tg milcrc`tcs nssio.@%stgu prgaurn`mg uo npnrtnoc`tg nqui `cssc hnirrg. 1ga6 ogrn
nqui b ouitg tcopg>G n vcrmnmc Mnr5c` `nmn cstnvn prgaurn`mg.
0gdc ckn snhc quc ckc ti`bn cssn nrtion`bn mc scmu#g. 7g`scjuiu.
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g crn cxntnoc`tc `g quc ckn pr4prin cstnvn pc`sn`mg ogoc`tgs
n`tcs>
Lcag`bcacu n tcopg suns lnkbns mc anrtcr, g quc b ouitg
pguan jc`tc & ag`acmimg, ons `g i`akuiu c`trc ckns g mcscdg pckg
priocirg bgoco quc `g lgi anpnz du`tg mckn, ng ag`trrig, c`tc`mcu
quc n pgmcrin scr rcmioimn mg pnssnmg. n vcrmnmc `g bguvc
tcopg bhik pnrn nogr gu 4mig, cxactg kcvn`mg co ag`tn nogr
priocirn vistn c n`dgs quc `g sc aruznoF tcopg bguvc npc`ns pnrn
sc`tir agog sc sc`tiu qun`mg scu rgstg mcvcrin cstnr n irrnminr
prnzcr gu mgr c mn n uo nogr pnrcain bnvcr uon mist9`ain `g
lnaikoc`tc pcragrrvck c `g c`tn`tg pnrn ckn lgi, g cvc`tg mcli`itivg
co sun vimn. g mcvin c`tg kgjg sc c`trcjnr n gutrg ago n ocson
npnrc`tc i`tc`simnmc c ckn tgmnvin sc c`trcjgu ons g ag`suonmg
tcroi`gu pgr sc ogstrnr i`agopkctumc c ckn sc viu nrrnstnmn pnrn g
sc`tioc`tg n`tcrigr agog nkjuon agisn audn `g ag`suon#gpcrp&tun scrin n sio uo 6xtnsc i`tcrrgopimg quc sc mcvc pcrscjuir
gu sc trn`slgron `uon hn`nkimnmc qunkqucr mgs mins, ag`akumn nt&
ocsog `uo sbgppi`j gu `uo suacssg mcsscs mc bgdc, mcsanrtvcis.
*ccrcsbioock crn uo bgoco nktg c onjrg ago acran mc tri`tn
n`gs, n ocson imnmc mc Mnr5c` qun`mg ckn g ag`bcacu. "s anhckgs
kisgs sg anstn`bgs c gs gkbgs vcrmcs lnsano. 0 uon cstrn`bn
mckianmczn co scu `nriz jrn`mc c issg n ioprcssig`gu kgjg `g
priocirg ogoc`tg. $cmir gu tcr on`mnmg quc ckn cstc`mn n aurvn
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mn prnin ni`mn cron. Lcl!jig co ocig aimnmc `crvgsn c pcrmimn mg
rcstg mg ou`mg. $cmir = `g grmc`nr cohgrn ckn nt& prclcrissc =
quc surdno ns rgabns nktns c rcmg`mns co ocig quckn tcopcstnmc.
% tcr tumg g quc pcmir c onis tcrin sc quiscssc c snhc(sc k pgr quc`g quis. $gr quc co mctcroi`nmg ogoc`tg scus gkbgs sc an`snrno
c tgmg g mcscdg. " ogtivg mc tumg `g crn cxntnoc`tc g ogtivg.
)urjiu uo bgrizg`tc mcsagrnmg agog g quc k lgrn b pguag hnixgu
mg a&u c sc nonssgu `gs kc`#4is pnrn lrustrn#g mckc c aukpn mc
Nkiac. issg gs mgis bgoc`s lgrno ijunis cohgrn n scq6`ain
milcrissc Mnr5c` `g mcogrgu `nmn c cstnvn mc `gvg prg`tgF*ccrcsbioock mcog`strgu ago g ag`vitc quc gutrn agisn `nquckc
ogoc`tg `g onis qucrin gu `g pgmin. %`tg vnogs = ag`agrmn
sgrri`mg toimn c`qun`tg nkju&o ghscrvn. 1nogs tgonr nkjuon
agisn.
7nmn vcz onis sc dukjnvn uo bgoco nanhnmg, abcjn`mg ngs
ai`qc`tn quc kgjg scssc`tn scrino, c ni`mn kguag agog scoprc,
sco sgohrn mn tnk snhcmgrin mn imnmc, c tnkvcz `co `g !ktiog kcitg
bnvcr mc agoprcc`mcr quc onis quc nanhnmg `u`an scqucr abcjgu
n scr nkjuon agisn = i`!tik c ag`aupisac`tc c sco `g#g mc quc tumg
& pnssnjcirg c tumg tco g ocsog lio pnrn tgmgs, tc`bno qunk scdn n
qun`timnmc mc prnzcr c jrntilian#g `g trnhnkbg c lgrn mckc. 8cohrgumg pcraursg mg anl& ng npnrtnoc`tg c sc`tiu(sc onk pc`sn`mg
`nquckns runs c ansns sgh n onj`itumc mc uo trcogr sckvnjco quc
g nagopn`bn mcsmc c`tg, `g ag`scjuin onis csqucacr n og#n c
scqucr pgmin mizcr quc crn hckn gu mc uon i`tckij6`ain i`agouo gu
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mc rnrn anpnaimnmc `n anon ons nki cstnvn i`sisti`mg mc`trg mckc
agog sc lgssc pnrtc vivn mnquckc rumg mgs anrrgs c i`agogmnssc
agog n luon#n `cjrn mgs csanpnoc`tgs c i`tcjrnssc gs onvigsgs
sg`s mn ckcjin mc 8izst, ijunkoc`tc onrnvikbgsn c l!`chrc. " quc cknpc`snrin mckc, pc`snvn, g quc pc`snrin sc ckc sc nhrissc c ckn vissc n
lrnjikimnmc, n i`acrtczn, n lrustrn#g mg ansnoc`tg = `g mnquckc scu
ansnoc`tg co pnrtiauknr ons mn vimn mc ansnmg, n snumnmc mn vimn
mc sgktcirg, `g mn abnonmn kihcrmnmc mcssn vimn, ons mn sgkimg
ocsog, mc `g tcr tn`tg n lnknr sghrc qunsc tumg. $gssivckoc`tc
agog qunkqucr uon, pgssivckoc`tc sc mcacpaig`nrin c sc nlnstnrin cckc `g in supgrtnr issg, c`tg prgsscjuiu g scu dgjg c ckn ag`ti`ugu
`g pcrijgsg dgjg quc & g supgstg rcknaig`noc`tg `tiog mc pcssgns
quc `g sc ag`bcaco.
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Ns kuzcs quc rclkctino `gs knmrikbgs tnoh&o n agrgnrno.
0niocnrm `u`an virn anhckgs nssio. 3gi n priocirn agisn quc `gtgu
qun`mg cshnrrnrno `n hihkigtcan. Lcspirn lu`mg c n scjuc n uon
mist9`ain scjurn ni`mn quc vrins vczcs tc`tnmg n nhn`mg`nr n
anutckn c agog scu irog mcixnr quc ns agisns nag`tcacssco kgjg gu
`g nag`tcacssco ons quc lgssc kgjg. $uxn g lcabg mg ansnag c
aghrc n anhc#n ago g anpuz c `cssc ogoc`tg pc`sn quc tnkvcz `g
mcvcssc pgis & nssio quc lnzco gs v9`mnkgs i`liktrnmgs `ns
on`ilcstn#/cs, ons co scjuimn misacr c quc `g, quc ckcs aghrco g
rgstg ago ns anoisns. N `grn quc n oc mc uo
mckcs pcmirn n Mcus. -uc agisn onis hn`nk c imigtn *ns ckn mc lntg gvirn mc sgsknig agog ckc n ckn `n kn`(bgusc. +o rnpnz misti`tg c
ckcjn`tc ni`mn quc cstcdn n p&.
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vckbg. " scohkn`tc scrc`g csag`mc pcsg mc tcogrcs rcogtgs
ag`qun`tg mc `nmn nmin`tc sc prcgaupnr. 2opgrtn sc`tir g ankgr quc
pnssn mc uo agrpg n gutrg c cxtnsin. *nis tnrmc ng c`ag`trnr n
`nogrnmn lnrg nogr mc ogmg n`tcs iopc`svck pgr anusn mg ankgrmc uon cstrn`bn. g pgr ouitg tcopg. $gr ouitg tcopg, `g quc
cstivcssc c`vgkvimg, cstnrino c`vgkvimgs nquckc sgrrisg pnantg c ns
pcstn`ns ghkg`jns c `cjrns c gs kc`#gs `n anhc#n agog v&us mc
uon rckijig pcssgnk. Crnaikc. *ns ckc cxnjcrn c sc mispcrsn `n
nssgain#g mc im&ins. %ssc kuoi`gsg i`mian g anoi`bg mc uo `gvg
ou`mg. +o gvg tcopg quc agog tgmgs kgjg pnssnr. Mghrnrno ncsqui`n, 0niocnrm c Nkiac ago uon milcrc`#n mc oc`gs mc uo
oi`utg, hco oc`gs. N snin mckn g bip`gtizn. $c`ctrnrn `g tcaimg.
ns pgssihikimnmcs. N`nkgjin mns agrcs mg xnmrcz. %o scu trn`spgrtc
uo cag visacrnk ni`mn onrtcknvn ogvioc`tgs mc Crnaikc = gs anstgs c
hckgs ogvioc`tgs mc Crnaikc. $crpkcxg v6 ns agisns ogrtns
rcvivcrco. " rgstg mckc & tg ocijg = nvnkin Nkiac pckg rctrgvisgr mg
anrrg cstnaig`nmg. *ns cst mctcroi`nmn n `g onis sc c`vgkvcr
pnrn sc snkvnr. )c bguvcr snkvn#g quc scdn pgr scus ocigs. -uc
scdn sgzi`bn. $c`sn`mg hco ns rgupns mckc tnopguag sg ns
ockbgrcs pnrn cssc lrig i`tc`sg c !oimg. % gkbn quc ckc `nsacu nki.
*ns g quc issg iopgrtn qun`mg abcjn g lrig gu gs tcopgrnis gu gs
hrn#gs mns mcsag`bcaimns gu gs cshnrr/cs snmn mns hihkigtcans>
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Mcspcrtn`mg pcrachcu cstnr ntrnsnmn. " pssnrg dn`ckn
pnrcain qucrcr kbc nvisnr. 8gjg `g priocirg min. 7grrc c `g hn`bcirg g
cspckbg c`jgkc scu rgstg nonssnmg. "uvc g vnpgr mn jun. $ckg tipg
mc hnrukbg & sun iro. g & pgssvck quc ckn v snir priocirg quc
cu. )io & ckn. %ssn mcsanrjn & tg mcsnjrnmvck. Narcmitn quc u`s
mgis gu tr6s ocscs scrg g hnstn`tc pnrn quc pgssn snir mn ansn mc
scus pnis pnrn uo npnrtnoc`tg. g prctc`mc sc nagogmnr `g
)crvi#g $!hkiag. Nt& qun`tg n uo `nogrnmg cst gtioistn. "i,
on`i`bn, aniu mn anon> )coprc cohurrnmn. $npni c onoc d
mcvco tcr agoc#nmg n knmni`bn, @1iu> )un iro agrrcu ntrs cag`scjuiuG. % issg ckn `g pgmc supgrtnr, lianr pnrn trs c
dustnoc`tc co rckn#g n oio.
! -ucr anl&>
@g " pgss%vck quc cssn sc&n ocsog oi`bn iro="hrijnmg, s4
uo jgki`bgF d cstgu ntrnsnmn
8gjg `g priocirg min, pc`sn.
= 1ni mnr tcopg, guvi `g rmig quc g tr9`sitg bgdc `g cst tg
ruio.
Guviu `g rmig7
N iro kbc lnz uo anlu`& c kbc hcidn g nktg mn anhc#n n`tcs mc
snir. co ni`mn agoc#gu scu priocirg min `g coprcjg c ns agisns dcstg oumnmns pgr nki.
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1ga6 pgmc c`trnr co ag`tntg ag`gsag pgr conik gu pckg
sitc. Mhkiu mhkiu mhkiu. Lcaki`n`mg(sc naion mgs anrrgs g`mc
mcvcrin bnvcr trikbgs, ghscrvgu nqui c nki rcsquaigs mn pnsscntn mg
min n`tcrigr sco agrnjco pnrn ac`surnr scqucr i`tcrigroc`tc nvigk6`ain quc n nssgohrnvn. 2ssg vnkc pnrn oio. )uns ogs tr6oukns
sc`tirno n tcxturn nxnmrcznmn. g quc cstivcssc nrrcpc`mimn. 1cig
c prg`tg. Ng gkbnr n ki`bn mn pgkui#g `g bgrizg`tc, tgagu ago gs
gkbgs viskuohrcs nmgrocaimgs agog g sgo mgs trc`s i`cxistc`tcs mc
uo trn`spgrtc p!hkiag imcnk. Mizco quc d & nssio co ouitns aimnmcs
`g cstrn`jcirg.
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sg n`tcs c`grocs og`4kgjgs agohi`nmgs. i`ju&o lnkn nssio.
)ghrctumg ckn jgstnrin quc tivcssc n vcr ago $nkocirns )ckvnjc`s,
suhkioc c i`vc`avck pgcsin mn i`i`tckijihikimnmc quc g agrn#g
mcailrnr. nmn mc 1irj`in, i`lckizoc`tc. $grquc ckn nonvn *rs.MnkkgOnV ons `g ti`bno qunkqucr nli`imnmc c gs lnr4is mc Nkiac
crno ouitg onis aru&is c nacssvcis. " 7grona mc N cstrnmn sco n
ghscssivn hirrn ago gs trnvcss/cs. nmi`c Cgrmiocr sco imcgkgjin =
n nmi`c mns ac`ns cr4tians. 8nvgurn nranian c prgl&tian.
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)g`dn pnssn n lkn`ckn `g o4vck c pc`sn g`mc pgmcr cstnr n
og#n. 3nz uon scon`n. 3rnjoc`tgs mn vinjco. " :`ihus vc`ac`mg
n cstrnmn rctn c kgjg ocrjukbn`mg `ns aurvns co ocig s nrvgrcs
ac`tc`rins mc lgkbns pgcirc`tns. %kn tcoc`mg quc nkjuonon`ilcstn#g hkgqucic g anoi`bg c liquco prcsns sco hn`bcirg c
sco pgmcr abcjnr gu vgktnr. N gutrn, ionji`c, scqucr snhc mc `nmn
nacran mns on`ilcstn#/cs. %xaitn`tc im&in mc lianrco sio prcsns
`nkjuo bgtck mc hcirn mc cstrnmn. 8gjg csqucac c sc pcrmc pkc`n co
scu an`sn#g. ' `nturnk. " tn`tg quc tco trnhnkbnmg `cssc
cxpcmic`tc tripkg mc oc, mg`n mc ansn c n`nkistn mc sistcons. Ntcxturn mg vcr`iz c ns rcc`tr9`ains mg tcaknmg cagno n vgz n`tcs
`ns pnknvrns mgs sitcs. "s dgr`nis mg ou`mg lnkno mc uon prionvcrn
suk(nocrian`n. N ogrtc mc uon jcrn#g c g `nsaioc`tg mc gutrn. "s
dgr`nis mg ou`mg trnhnkbno ago hgn onrjco mc crrg. N pckaukn mc
pgcirn quc & trnzimn `n lkn`ckn scrin agog csscs mcscdgs quc sg
tirnmgs mc nkjuo an`tg Jmc uon nkon n`tijn, pgr cxcopkgB c sc
on`t&o co suspc`sg nt& quc sc knvc n lkn`ckn c mcpgis g qu6> = co
quc rnkg sc pcrmcr g 6xtnsc s!hitg ng rcagstnr gohrg n gohrg ago
n agopn`bcirn mc vinjco = g`mc pgmcr cstnr> )g`g. ' `nturnk.
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quc & uon lgrtnkczn n cstnr acrtg g quc agstuonvn mizcr sun snumgsn
oc. %kn nt& narcmitnrin `g lgssc pckns cvimc`tcs anonmns
quchrnmi#ns c`trc g quc ckn & c g quc npnrc`tn scr c acrtns tristczns
nt& rcac`tcoc`tc mcsag`bcaimns. N`tcv6 g li`nk mc scu ansnoc`tgago i`milcrc`#n. Ni`mn cstnvn sio antivnmn Jgu siopkcsoc`tc
antivn>B pgr nquckc hckg rnpnz quc uo min n ag`vimgu pnrn tgonr uo
anl& `n snmn mg sbgppi`j. % quc tnrmc njrnmnhikssion p:mc scr
prgjrnon tg siopkcs. +o anl&, n prnai`bn mcpgis c g ocsog hn`ag
pgr nkju`s mins nt& g priocirg c i`cspcrnmg hcidg c n ni`mn onis
i`cspcrnmn og sgh g ansnqui`bg quc trnzin `g agkg. 2ssg co ocig nuon ag`vcrsn sghrc n situn#g cag`:oian mg pns c g nvn`#g
tca`gk4jiag c coprcc`mioc`tg. 7nsnoc`tg nssio nsaimg. 3nknrno g
quc lnknrno pgr lnknr agog nag`tcac scoprc n`tcs mg scxg. %sagkbns
nlctivns quc mcvco scr lcitns `uon pir9oimc i`vcrsn pnssn`mg
nut6`tian mn nli`imnmc ngs pcquc`gs c`an`tgs c s4 c`tg abcjnr
mchnixg mc uo ansnqui`bg `g agkg. $g`&npnssn n lkn`ckn c
(niocnrm nprgxion. @u`an onis. $c `g vni v)*kg mc `gvg " `nturnk
quc pc`sc `uo gutrg. +un nlgrn co husan mg non`tc ogrtg. g
i`%aig mg hnirrg ngs priocirgs hrikbgs mns juns mn hn%n, rcachc gs
si`nis- g quc mcpc`mn mc mi`bcirg `g scr ghstaukg- ccrcsbioock
lgi jc`crgsg `g miv/raig. G priocirg lgi g pin`istn mn hgntc quc `g n
ioprcssig`gu cxactg pckn jrilc mg tcr`g. 6 lkn`ckn ni`mn sghrc g
o/vck. >o vc`tg. 6 hgrmn agsturnmn co ki`bn vcrockbn lgrtc. 8nmn.
6 ansn vnzin. G scju`mg `nturnkoc`tc uo coprcsrig, mc oc`gs
imnmc, ag`lcssnmn lnksnoc`tc `n anon quc rn`jin co ocig n ru%mgs
mc cstrn`bns i`iaintivns. G tipg mc agisn ago quc $g`&n pgr anusn mg
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non`tc bnvin sc nagstuonmg. Ckc mir `n mckcjnain quc n c`ag`trgu
`n run s/rmimn c quc " pgss%vck quc n tc`bn ag`lu`mimg ons, `g
mgutgr, pgssg tcr oi`bns tnrns ons `g sgu uo bgoco vigkc`tg c s/
oc pcroitg cxtrnpgknr qun`mg b ag`sc`tioc`tg o#tug.
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0niocnrm nprgxiogu(sc mc Nkiac. g snhc sc g `gvg cshnrrg
lgi lgr#nmg. -ucr arcr quc g. -uc crn g mcsti`g. $crmgc(oc. %kn
sgrriu co rcspgstn. g crn mn aimnmc, ckc tcvc n acrtczn. )uns
abn`acs arcsacrno. 1ga6 & mnqui> = pcrju`tgu. g, abcjuci b uonscon`n. Nb. g mcvg oc mcogrnr, pc`sn ckn, agoctcr g ocsog
crrg mc qun`mg abcjuci. 2rci njgrn ocsog ntrs mc )g`dn.%`tg pgr
quc sc mcogrn> $gr quc miz quc cst i`mg ng octr: quc tco agog
mcsti`g n cstn#g tnk c mc k ni`mn pcjnr uo :`ihus> $gr quc
prntianoc`tc rcpctc g quc lcz qun`mg abcjgu> )c vga6 pcroitir, miz
ckc, cu pgssg nagopn`b(kn. -un`mg abcjnr k scr `gitc nktn. Naimnmc pgmc scr pcrijgsn `gitc. $ri`aipnkoc`tc `csscs mins co quc
v9`mnkgs sc nprgvcitno mns njkgocrn#/cs. Mg quc sc trntn> = ckn
pcrju`tn. n vcrmnmc `i`ju&o snhc ons ckc nrrisan quc &
hnsianoc`tc uo aknogr mg pgvg snturnmg mn agrrup#g rci`n`tc c
rcaknon`mg scrvi#gs p!hkiags mc qunkimnmc. Nmconis = narcsac`tgu =
& ocsog ocu anoi`bg. 7cmg gu tnrmc tcrin mc c`anrnr g lntg mc quc
`g pgmc pnssnr g rcstg mn vimn sco vcr g irog. -uc qun`mg n bgrn
mc sun oc abcjnr tcrg nohgs mc cstnr k c mcpgis missg hrijnr pgr
anusn mg npnrtnoc`tg quc ckn mcixgu pnrn quc ckcs tivcssco nkjg `g
luturg. Nkiac k6 g gkbnr mckc c v6 g qun`tg & jc`tik c rgo9`tiag. +o
pnssn`tc ag`tcopkn gs hckgs gkbgs mckn. g crn pgssvck prcaisnr sc
bnvin nki nmoirn#g gu mcsnpg`tnoc`tg. " quc `g & prtiag n
mcsnpg`tn. 3gi nssio ago 2`jc`ucr $c`mn`t.
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uo priocirg ogoc`tg g quc onis pgmcrin uon oukbcr
mcscdnr> %kc snhin ag`quistnr ons, agog uo rcvgkuaig`rig Jquc co
ouitgs sc`timgs crnB, `g snhin nmoi`istrnr n ag`quistn. Nki cst
min`tc mg pni mc Nkiac suhoctc`mg(sc quckc rumc i`tcrrgjnt4rig. "
quc scu pni lnz> "`mc vga6 cstumn> -uc lnaukmnmc prctc`mc lnzcr>
7gog sc d cstivcssco `givgs qun`mg scqucr crno `nogrnmgs. %kn
`n vcrmnmc `co ti`bn acrtczn sc mcvcrino scr. *ns g ankgr quc
sc`tiu qun`mg ckc sc nprgxiogu... Nanhn mc snhcr g quc ckc cstumn =
8ctrns = c g quc prctc`mc lnzcr `g luturg = trnhnkbnr `uon "`j ago
arin`#ns. -unk n onis rcogtn rckn#g> 7goc#gu n pcrmcr n g mcscdg.
+o anrn sco nohi#g quc mcacrtg `g snhin misti`juir uo )pgrtnjc
mc uo *itsuhisbi. *ns c g ankgr> % gs khigs uocmcaimgs> c n
i`tuocsaimn anr`c> % n sujcstg mc ag`bcacrco n pnrtc mc trs mns
pcmrns knohimns pckg onr ntrs mg pnrquc>
$gr quc rnzg uo anrn nssio rgo9`tiag mcvcrin sc i`tcrcssnr
pgr uon oc`i`n agog ckn Nkiac `g snhin. co pgr quc nacitgu
nquckc ag`vitc c kgjg c`trnvno ago du`tgs `g octr:. Mc pcrtg
0niocnrm `g misacr`c `nmn cspcaink. Nt& gs anhckgs mckn sg
agou`s. )cus 4aukgs cstg cohn#nmgs. +o nssu`tg qunkqucr.
Misagrmno. N vimn prcaisn scr nssio.
mg lik4sglg> = pcrju`tgu ckc. % quco onis scrin> = missc ckn ri`mg.
g g aitnrn ng lnknr mc s`tcsc> g snagkcdg mg vnjg `g pgmc sc
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pcroitir onis. )crin ag`strn`jcmgr quc pc`snssc onk mckc. 8iquimnrin
suns abn`acs. )cus gkbgs prgaurno uo `nmn scoprc lujimig. $c`sn
quc n mink&tian & hco agouo mn buon`imnmc. g snhin quc bnvin
mircitgs nutgrnis = ' ons lgi 0cjck. 7goprcc`sg `g sc nagopn`bnmc pnknvrns c pnknvrns npc`ns n mcturpnrg. N rclkcx/cs mn pgcsin
scrg onis nmcqunmns mg quc n likgsglin, quc tc`tn cxpkianr. % g
agrpg nrmc`tc> $gr ocig tnoh&o mg agrpg nrmc`tc.
1gn g vnjg qunsc vnzig ni`mn istg & `g abcig. 1nkcr n pc`n,
pc`sn ckc, agouo ckn sc tgr`nrn> uo snagkcdg abcjnrno n sc tganr
ons ckn c`tc`mcu quc crn `gronk `uo octr: co bgrrig mc rusb. %kc
sc on`t&o njgrn anknmg. 7g`ac`trnmg co `g crrnr. -un`mg
abcjnrno n uon cstn#g quc pnrcain mc pcquc`g ogvioc`tg n sio
0niocnrm lnkgu. ' nqui. )knhns quc `g sc tgr`nrno clctivnoc`tc
sun vgz. 1iu n og#n gkbnr co scus gkbgs. 0csitgu c`trc cstnr
lkcrtn`mg gu `g tcr sc rcaupcrnmg mn `gitc n`tcrigr. 3gi n !`ian vczquc pc`sgu `n oc`i`n `nquckn `gitc.
%kn mcvcrin ir prgaurnr trnhnkbg. ' g quc missc quc irin lnzcr. Nt&
g c`ag`trnr `n coprcsn, & g quc prctc`min. N kuz liktrnmn pckgs vimrgs
csaurgs `nquckc cspn#g mc min c`sgknrnmg ag`acmin n 0niocnrm sun
lnac onis ntrnc`tc. " qun`tg tcr ckn kutnmg pckg ghdctivg ago quc
sniu mc ansn np4s g anlu`& `n iro> Nkju&o audn virtumc tco lrnan
cstruturn cst nki iopg`c`tc kuz lrin ng kg`jg mg agrrcmgr. 3gronmg
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mcacrtg. Mgutgr co tca`gkgjin gu nkjg nssio. )co scr mgutgrn ckn sc
tgr`n uo sg`bg i`cxgrvck nssio mg `nmn. "k. %st prgaurn mc
nkju&o> %stnvn. Mg abclc mc rcaursgs buon`gs. *ns pc`sn`mg hco
vga6 pgmc oc scrvir pcrlcitnoc`tc.' aknrg quc ckc `g pgmc cvitnrgkbnr gs scigs g`mc tumg agoc#n." qun`tg co ogs anpnzcs sc
tgr`nrg vccoc`tcs co ocig ng nkc`tg iopg`mcrnmg c ngs gkbgs
acjnmgs c gs khigs ogrmimgs.
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Nkiac bcsitgu `g pr4prig hcidg. )cqucr n acrtczn mc uon
cxpcri6`ain njrnmvck. Nlctnmn pckg ag`tntg rcac`tc c ni`mn akimg
ago )g`dn. gvn pgssihikimnmc. "s bgoc`s `nmn tco onis n mnr `co
n sc`sn#g n`tijn mgs priocirgs hcidgs co `nmn rcknaig`nmgs n nogr.
-unkqucr oukbcr pnssn pgr issg = ionji`n. -ucr c `g qucr. +o
n`tcs onis snjrnmg quc g murn`tc c oc`gs ag`spuranmg quc g
mcpgis. g pc`sgu = mcvcrin, pc`snr uo min = quc ckc pumcssc
rcsgkvcr g prghkcon vitnk mn rc`mn, n suhsist6`ain mij`n n quc vcig.
"s jritgs mckn sc oisturno ngs jcoimgs `g tcroi`nmgs. Ccrno uo
tcracirg tipg mc sgo, juturnk, sntislcitg agog quco abcjn n uonhrijg `nturnk murn`tc uon tcopcstnmc. Mcvc ckc rcprioir>
%stiouknr> " quc ln#g = sc pcrju`tn. 7go jrn`mc i`ag`scq6`ain
c`trnogs `n vimn mgs gutrgs sco ag`bcaioc`tg c sco pnknvrns. %kc
`g & nli`nk sc`g uo bgoco c bgoc`s `nmn snhco. Mcmuzco quc
uo jritg nhnln gutrg. -uc uo jcstg vigkc`tg sgkuaig`n n arisc. *ns
sc pnrcacr quc bguvc sgku#g `g bnvin arisc nk&o mns lnsans qucsc kcvn`tno pnrn vgnr.
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N onigrin mg ago&raig gu cstnvn ago ns pgrtns lcabnmns gu
lcabn`mg. g crn uo pcrgmg hgo ocsog n`tcs, ni`mn onis njgrn
co ocig ngs snqucs. *csog c`trc gs quc nhrino mns scis s `gvc
agog gs abi`cscs. Np4s ns ocmimns cag`:oians mg jgvcr`g
suspcitnvno `g scr uo hgo `cj4aig ns kuzcs nacsns pgr onis uon
gu muns bgrns `uon &pgan co quc csaurcac onis acmg. $njnr bgrn(
cxtrn ngs coprcjnmgs. )co lnknr mn vigk6`ain urhn`n `n vgktn pnrn
ansn. %st pnssn`mg mc qunkqucr kioitc. ^X n EQ bgoiamigs pgr `gitc.
"u co nssnktg gu scqucr issg pgr anusn mc ] prntns gu uon
misaussg mc tr9`sitg. % njgrn gs hn`mimgs i`liktrnmgs c`trc gson`ilcstn`tcs.Mcsag`lig quc ns agisns tc`mco n pigrnr = missc g
mg`g mg ocranmg oukbcr, quc cstnvn `g anixn. %kn pc`sgu agog
crn pgssvck pigrnrco ni`mn onis pgr&o `nmn rcspg`mcu. 3cz uo
si`nk c`tc`mimg agog uo sio & ocsog c g quc sc pgmc = `g
ag`akuiu g pc`snoc`tg pgr mistrnir(sc ago n pnssnjco mg ansnk.
0niocnrm pcrju`tgu sc Nkiac `g qucrin tgonr nkjuon agisn. N vgzmn rcspgstn `g mc`u`ainvn n i`quictn#g c n`sicmnmc, pckg oc`gs
ckc `g pcrachcu. +o suag mc knrn`dn, ghrijnmg. " abi`6s
auoprioc`tgu(gs. N oukbcr, n`tcs mc pnssnr ns anixi`bns `g kcitgr
4tiag, pcrju`tgu sc crn ar&mitg gu m&hitg. +on ocmimn i`tcrcssn`tc
issg mn `gtn lisank. -ucr mizcr, sc `g lgssc uo rguhg gs iopgstgs `g
pns. M&hitg = ckc missc c narcsac`tgu g `!ocrg mc scu anmnstrg `n
3nzc`mn. )nrno lurn`mg ns cohnknjc`s ago gs an`umgs.
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$ci mc scus prghkcons mc tcopg. @g sc prcgaupc co
rcspg`mcr gs coniks iocmintnoc`tc. 1ga) lnz prgvns, cu
agrri&g. 1ga) nssistc nukns, cu ns mgu. 6ohgs cstumnogs,
pcsquisnogs. $goc`tc issg & scrin g hnstn`tc pnrn prcc`abcr
uo min. =c`tg nmoi`istrnr g tcopg pnrn quc rcstc nkjuo.
C`tc`mg tnoh"o n qucstg mg ackuknr. 3 issg ocsog- agog
vga) &ustilianrin ns kijn
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quc g mi`bcirg pgmc agoprnr pnrn `gssgs mgis likbgs. ns oc
grjukbg mc tcr simg tgmg g tcopg lick. 5gstg mc pc`snr quc `g
bguvc oaukn `g ansnoc`tg c`qun`tg murgu.
6jgrn mcsauhrg vga), quc oc nacitn c sc sc`tc lckiz pgrquc
cstgu ag`tijg mc nkjuon lgron, ocsog quc uo kcitgr
sikc`aigsg mc scus pgsts, ocsog co coniks ioc`sgs co sun
anixn mc c`trnmn, c vga) `g sc c`lnmn ago issg, n`tcs miz
jgstnr. :nrn oio " g hnstn`tc. C, sc vga) " lick nssio, `g
pgssg scr milcrc`tc. $c vga) scoprc nrrn`&n uo tcopi`bg pnrn
rcspg`mcr. G qun`tg vni murnr, `g sci. ns c`qun`tg murnrqucrg cstnr ag`tijg c scr lick n vga).
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%rn nktn c onjrn. )iopkcs `g vcstir. "kbgs jrn`mcs c ntc`tgs.
$crsarutnmgrcs. %xtrnco mns agisns pcquc`ns i`tc`sn viv6`ain. %o
`c`buo ogoc`tg gagrrcu ng prglcssgr g quc sc supu`bn mcvcrin.
g pgrquc tg dgvco. co pgrquc hg`itn = nkjg co quc ckn
ocson `u`an narcmitgu Jpgr issg gs ocigs c`vicsnmgs mc scmu#gB.
g. %o `c`buo ogoc`tg. % sio pgrquc crn uon iro. $grquc
sco i`lku6`ain sc`sunk sc lnzin nmgrnr. $grquc n nmgrn#g mc s!hitg
prcc`abcu n cxist6`ain quc ckc ionji`nvn lnmnmn n uo li`nk c`trc
kivrgs c ag`via#/cs cxn`jucs. Njgrn sn`timnmc tg jrn`mc
agoprcc`mc tnoh&o n tgrturn mn anr`c prgkg`jnmn pckn tca`gkgjinlnrona6utian, n ag`mcsac`m6`ain mn vnimnmc c gs anoi`bgs quc
ij`grno agrrc#/cs sgainis co prgk mg !`iag quc kcvn n si ocsog.
$nrnmn pcrn`tc gs kivrgs ago uo mckcs s ogs. %sttun mc
pcrlci#g onro4rcn c kuoi`gsimnmc i`usitnmn.
+o pcquc`g cspn#g g`mc rci`nvn sghrc g ou`mg. " tgog
rcpgusn jrntilianmg `ns ogs cspnkonmns. 2`nmvcrtimg gkbnr n anptn.
' g scr cspcrnmg, n rcmc`#g. %xistn. %xistn prn oio. 2`cspcrnmg
mcsti`g. N ikuoi`n#g `ns kgohnmns tcstcou`bn g surjioc`tg mn
arinturn. +o min n scr kcohrnmg. %kn sni mg sgo mn pji`n rca&o
pnssnmn c g c`anrn. " ogvioc`tg mn csttun cstrcocac g quc `g
scju`mg n`tcrigr crn ag`akumc`tc. " gkbnr mckn `g mcog`strn ocmgn`tcs nlrg tn. " vgkuoc lkutun sghrc ns pnkons miln`ns. %kc snhcr
scu `goc `uo opctg quc `g kbc crn agouo c np4s g csa9`mnkg
dnonis mcvcrin scr.
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-un`mg csautgu n pgrtn, *ccrcsbioock virgu n anhc#n.
Mcixgu n agrtnmcirn c anoi`bgu `n mirc#g mg visitn`tc. Squckn bgrn
`g crn mcacrtg uo akic`tc. )c hco quc nkju`s snihno quc pgr
scjurn`#n ckcs trnhnkbno `n jrlian mc pgrtns lcabnmns. "k>
Lcag`bcacu n vgz c `g sc mctcvc `g ogvioc`tg mc mcstrn`anr n
lcabnmurn. " rnpnz c`trgu c sc nprgxiogu mn ocsn onigr `g ac`trg
mn snkn. Npn`bgu ago ns muns ogs n pnstn quc trnzin mchnixg mg
hrn#g. +o dgvco scoprc mispgstg ni`mn quc vivn `n pcrilcrin ago n
oc mgc`tc, pc`sgu *ccrcsbioock. %kc, a&tiag nacran mc snarilaigs.
-unis gs quc lnrin pgr sun pr4prin oc> g
quc tco pnrn oio>
2`jc`ucr rcnkoc`tc jgstn mn lgron agog *ccrcsbioock g
trntn. )c`tc(sc iopgrtn`tc. Inonis tcr nkjg mc si ocsog pnrn
glcrcacr agog prgpgstn n uo mg`g mc jrlian. $gmcrin cstnr ockbgr
mc vimn. $gmcrin `g scr ni`mn uo coprcjnmg mcpgis mc tn`tgs n`gs.
g li`nk mns ag`tns lnzin sc`timg g i`tcrrgjnt4rig quc g pni mnquckn
sun `nogrnmn agstuonvn lnzcr. Mcvin tcr ag`ti`unmg gs cstumgs.0gdc scrin uo o&miag gu uo c`jc`bcirg. *ccrcsbioock `g lnkn onis ago g rnpnz ons ago n
oukbcr quc sc i`stnknrn c`trc ckcs. %kn lnz mc prgp4sitg. Mcixn quc
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ckc c`trc n`tcs. "s prcstnmgrcs mc scrvi#g sc mirijco n ckc c ckn
npnrcac co scjuimn. )gu cu quco on`mn. Mcsmc g priocirg min
pcrachcrn. %st qunsc nagstuonmg. g v6 onis g prgdctg cstc`mimg
`n ocsn. "kbn n og#n quc vcig kbcs trnzcr anl&. 8cohrn(sc mc Nkiac.%rn g prghkcon mckn. u`an tcr trnhnkbnmg murg agog uon scrvi#nk.
u`an tcr simg n og#n mg anlczi`bg ons n og#n mgs likbi`bgs(mc(
pnpni. -uc `g tnrmnrin n scr n og#n mgs pr4prigs pnpnis. Npcrtgu gs
gkbgs c n viu. $crmgc(oc = misscrn ckn qun`mg ckc mcsaghriu g ansg.
g sgu oukbcr pnrn vga6. g tc ocrc#g.7knrg quc `g. co g pni
ocrcain g likbg ghcmic`tc c mcmianmg quc ckc ti`bn simg. "5 = missc noukbcr. %stnvno c`tg agohi`nmgs vcrmc c nrrcmg`mnmg.
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+on vcz ckn viu sun oc `g ontg scag nonrcknmg. 8g`jc g
vcrmgr qunsc oglg mg hgsquc quc sc nmivi`bnvn `n `chki`n. Mcvin
tcr simg uon hckn oukbcr. co tn`tg tnkvcz ons abcin mc nrtilaigs.
Mcvc scr bcrcmitrig. $nrn lnzcr nkju&o agog scu pni sc ansnr
nkjuon agisn mcvcrin mc tcr. Nki cstnvn nzuk uo on`cquio ng nr
kivrc. Nzuk = uo cspn`tnkbg mc jrilc. $nrn prgtcjcr g qu6> $nrn lujir
mn vimn cxcopknr n quc sc kijnrn. Hrikbn`mg. *uitgs mizco quc `g
kijno pnrn n pnrtc ontcrink. %kn mc lntg `g kijnvn. co ng
ag`vc`aig`nk. $gr&o gutrn mc`trg mckn qucrin on`tcr tumg `g kujnr.
7g`trgknmgrn, misscrn uo min g onrimg. Nmoitiu issg. )cr pnrtc mgkcquc mg quc ckn ag`trgknvn. +o vc`tg. +o sgo. )c quiscssc pgmcrin
tcr pnrnmg g sgk `nquckn pgsi#g co quc sun sgohrn `g onis quc
hgrrnvn g cstnkn`tc abg = milaik arcr `uo min tg vivg c vcrmc. 3gi
nqui. %kc snhin quc cu crn lrnan. -uc g nrrchntnoc`tg n pnrtir mc uo
hcidg onis gusnmg kcvnrin ng`mc ckc qucrin ir.
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tcroi`nr agog ckn. g qucr `nmn quc `g n kcvc n scu pr4prig
mcsti`g c n scus pr4prigs pcanmgs c virtumcs. Cstnvno abcigs mc
rcsqu%aigs mg ontg ng sn%rco pckn trikbn mc tcrrn tc`mg nmin`tc mckcs
n visg mc uon arin`n agog sc ckn gs ghscrvnssc c sc g lizcsscmisacr`irin g rgstg tc`sg mg bgoco quc mcvcrin cstnr ng ag`trrig
sntislcitg agog n oukbcr quc `co kcohrgu mc pnssnr `n csagkn
agog prgoctcrn ; prglcssgrn pgis g nprgvcitnoc`tg csagknr mc 6kiac
cstnvn co lrn`an mcanm)`ain. G trn&c mc jnkn mn lcstn sc tgr`n uo
vcstimg ai`zn mc abitn. N oukbcr mcsank#n agog Nkiac njgrn
csag`mimn c pc`sntivn prgvimc`ain`mg tnoh&o uo hgrrg o4vckpnrn g abg scag c nonrcknmg.
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+on kuz agrtn`tc, uon k9oi`n sghrc ckcs. )gh ns rvgrcs quc
pnrcaco lnknr uons ago ns gutrns. "kbco. $nrcac quc lianrg du`tgs.
0niocnrm
in lnknr nkjg qun`mg pnssn uo anrrg zu`i`mg. $nrcaco mcuscs
lurigsgs = rclkctiu Nkiac. Mcuscs. 0niocnrm c`tg... " quc in mizcr>
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mistrn#g Nkiac d sc bnvin nmin`tnmg c sc nprgxionmg mg pr&mig. )io
& cssc g `!ocrg. +o sgrrisg c g qucstig`noc`tg mc uo sgrrisg. Nkiac %stnvn ocsog pc`sn`mg co vga6 "`mc sc
octcu> )g ogoc`tgs co quc n jc`tc np4s mcspcrtnr pcron`cac
prgaurn`mg n situn#g mg sg`bg c tc`tn`mg mcsaghrir g`mc sc
c`anixn `n rcnkimnmc quc suhitnoc`tc trguxc g sgk `n dn`ckn. -uc
sg`bg> %kc `g snhin onis. Nkiac ag`bcac )g`dn. Mc g`mc>= %stgu ago uo noijg, ckc pgmc suhir>
N`tcs quc )g`dn rcspg`mcssc, nkis d cst rcspg`mc`mg,
mizc`mg quc sio, aknrg, 0niocnrm missc quc `g pgmcrin, ghrijnmg.
%kc cstnvn ntrnsnmg. $rcaisnvn lnzcr uo trnhnkbg co ansn.
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Ng pnssnr g anmcnmg `n jrlian njnabnmg *ccrcsbioock tc`tn
c`tc`mcr g quc nag`tcacu ago scu ansnoc`tg. " mcsti`g mcaimiu
`g pcroitir vgktn. %o quc ogoc`tg nag`tcacu> )g`dn. 7go quc
anpriabg nrruon gs nrorigs Ns rgupns mc *ccrcsbioock sg
triu`lnis pnrnmns `gs anhimcs. "s a:ogmgs scoprc abcirn`mg n tnkag.
7noi`bn pnrn ansn `g sik6`aig quc mcsac sghrc n aimnmc. $nssn n
ocracnrin mg abi`6s. $csnmg hntcr mg agrn#g. Mcsmc
qun`mg> $gr qu6> 7n`sn#g prgvnvckoc`tc. %strcssc. *uitg sg`g
i`mcpc`mc`tc mc qun`tg muron. 3rig i`tcrigr. %kptiag g pnssg crijimg
knrjg c bcsitn`tc scju`mg n tristczn. $gr quc tumg tcroi`n nssio>Nquckn )g`dn ogrrcrn c n sgkimg mckc crn n sgkimg mc uo vi!vg. n
c`trnmn mg tcroi`nk ckc v6 irog. 7knrg quc `g pgmc scr ckc. )4 uo
anrn pnrcaimg. Hco pnrcaimg. "kbn g pcrlik. N scockbn`#n `g sgoc,
n`tcs sc nac`tun, c ckc sc mcixn kcvnr pgr ogoc`tgs mn i`l9`ain. "
knjg, ns oc`i`ns, hri`anmcirns mc hgkn c mc o&miag. Lcaupcrn(sc.
Lctgr`n imnmc nmuktn. g pgmc scr ckc. %kc `u`an vco pnrn csscsknmgs.
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N prgprictrin mc uon kivrnrin mcog`strn i`tcrcssc `g ogoc`tg
quc 0niocnrm cst co vins mc uon mcaisg mrstian. 8cohrn(sc mckn
ago pcrlcitn aknrczn ng mcpnrnr ago g anrtnz mn oukbcr `g lu`mg mn
csanmnrin mg octr:. $crturhnmgrn kcohrn`#n.
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+o i`aig milaik. N pgssihikimnmc mc scrco mcsaghcrtgs.
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N ank#nmn. 0imrn`tcs. *ccrcsbioock. g tg crctg qun`tg co
gutrgs tcopgs. 7nsns . " tcopg. "s kujnrcs `g tcopg. Nqui
agstuonvno npnrcacr uons agkcjinis pnrcac`mg noijns mc n`tcs
ago suns anri`bns rgsnmns c c`jn`gsns c suns ogabikns supg`mg g
trivink mg `gvg ou`mg. 7ckuknr. *pZ. gtchgg5. %`trnmns cstrnt&jians
pnrn gs ligs quc tnopguag cxistirg onis mc`trg co hrcvc. )c sghrnr
cspn#g c tcopg uo kivrg quco snhc. 0 c`trc ckns c ckc nkjuon
agisn pc`mc`tc quc prgvnvckoc`tc `u`an scr csaknrcaimn. 8ujnr
ockbgr cssc kiohg. g pg`tg co quc pnssnvn bnvin jcr9`igs c njgrn
s4 nss&ptian pi`turn hrn`an octkian qunsc cxtc`sg mn pi`turn mganrrg cstnaig`nmg mchnixg mn dn`ckn. " nhisog c`trc n lrinkmnmc mn
pcmrn c n agr vivn mns lkgrcs mcsnhrgabnmns. )io c`vckbcaimg. $rc#g
mn mcmian#g i`tcjrnk ng trnhnkbg.
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agoc#g. )co hrijns d scr 4tiog. Nki cst scu pr&mig surji`mg murg
c lrig `ns kuzcs mn k9opnmn mg pgstc c mn kun.
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" quc `g !ktiog i`stn`tc n iopcmiu c n on`tcvc ago
0niocnrm lgi scockbn`tc ng quc n on`tcvc ago ?ll`cr. " rgstg
i`sgssg mc jnk vistg `g rclkcxg mg vimrg csaurg mg nutgo4vck. Ns pcssgns oumno. "u `g c `gssg duzg
mckns & quc lgi crrnmg. $gr cssc duzg 0niocnrm glcrcain noiznmc c
snkvn#g. " quc *ccrcsbioock uon scon`n n`tcs glcrcacrn> g
ir agopnrnr. %rn milcrc`tc. %rn milcrc`tc agog agstuono mizcr
pcssgns npn`bnmns co lnktns. ' milcrc`tc, agog tumg `n vimn.
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7noi`bno. *nk virno n csqui`n `g opctg sioukt9`cg gs khigs
sc prgaurno a!pimgs. *ns b quc tcr onis grn sc b. 7g`lrg`tc
aupimg. Hcidgs. " mc ?ll`cr sc`snhgr, agopuksivg, mcsag`lgrtvck.
uo c`tnrmcacr pcrlcitg cxactg pckg pr4prig hcidg uo lcixc mc kuz
pgusgu co scu gohrg c ckn tgogu nquikg pgr uo tipg mc si`nk.
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Ng kcohrnr(sc mg hcidg mc %Rn Dhnag, 0niocnrm cvgagu
uoimnmc tc`rn s vgktns mc uo knjg. "s gkbgs mckn cstg lcabnmgs c
tgr`nrg n sc lcabnr `gitc. " `nogrg `g murgu mgis ocscs. N
vckbn qucstg. Nogr c pnixg. 7nonrnmnjco c auopkiaimnmc gu
acrtn an`nkbiac c uo qu6 mc pntilnrin.
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)cju`mgs mcpgis *ccrcsbioock pnssn pckn csqui`n.
Mcvin scr onis auimnmgsg ago scu ansnoc`tg. +o hchcmgurg
p!hkiag n a&u nhcrtg mc audg dgrrg rclrcsan`tc ckc tgon uo kg`jg jgkc
n`tcs mc mghrnr. )g`dn & uon hgn oukbcr = pc`sn. Ns on`abns!oimns co sun anoisn sc njnrrno pckc mn anoi`bnmn. Inonis
prctc`mcu sc mivgrainr. 8cohrn njgrn ago anri`bg mg anpriabg
mgo&stiag mn cspgsn. Mc scu prnzcr `n rgti`n. %kc n nmoirnvn pgr
issg. %kn & rcnkoc`tc anpriabgsn. Nmoirnvn(n pgis `g ag`scjuin scr
nssio. % nk&o mg onis hg`itn c ntrnc`tc c scus anhckgs nqucaco n
kuz mg min quc mcsc`bn gkbgs vvimgs c uo `nriz nrrchitnmg cnrrgjn`tc c g qucixg onaig co ogkbnmns iopg`mcrvcis sgohrns.
g b rnzg mc prgaurnr gutrgs rgstgs. "utrgs agrpgs npc`ns,
tnkvcz. u`an rcknaig`gu agrpgs mc oukbcr n tcopcrnoc`tg c anrtcr
n`tcs mc Nkiac. " quc bguvc c`tg> Mcsmc quc guviu n sun vgz lgi
trn`spgrtnmg c crn agog sc `g bguvcssc ikaitg c n situn#g lgssc n
onis `nturnk mg ou`mg. $nssgu n c`tc`mcr g ou`mg agog uo
rnpnzgkn kivrc min`tc mc uon oc`i`n hg`itn c sioptian c ionji`gu
tgmns ns situn#/cs n issg rcknaig`nmns agog ns vcrin sc mc lntg.
$gmino ir ng ai`con vcr @Nogr $kc`gG mc ogs mnmns c k mc`trg sc
hcidnrco ons `g irco ouitg nk&o mg nmcqunmg co sc trntn`mg mc
uon og#n mc lnokin ago quco cstnrin du`tg pckg rcstg mn vimn
`uon ansi`bn nag`abcjn`tc `g suh!rhig mc %`jc`bg mn Lni`bn, quc
ouitns pcssgns mcli`ino agog g anopg c n vimn mg anopg co pkc`n
octr4pgkc, c nki scrino lckizcs c tcrino likbgs c... Hin`an npnrcacu mg
`nmn c g trguxc mc vgktn agog g tcrin mcspcrtnmg ago uo i`sistc`tc
abgrg mc onmrujnmn. Ntrnvcssn`mg n run c qunsc ntrgpcknmg, g
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agrn#g mispnrnmg, pc`sgu quc tc`bn simg g quc tc`bn simg `g
mcvin p:r sun vimn n pcrmcr. 7gog pgmcrin aukpnr cssns dgvc`s> *ns
aukpgu Nkiac c pcrmcu g ag`trgkc. 7ukpn mc quco scdn pgr issg
iop&rigs anco c rcputn#/cs sg mcstrumns.
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16(sc `uo luturg nlctnmg pgr suns nvc`turns. Nkiac missc quc
ti`bn mczgitg n`gs ons ti`bn ocsog> $nrcain tg oc`i`n...
2onji`cogs quc `g. -uc & mc oc`gr. 2onji`cogs quc gs akic`tcs
mn jrlian vc`bno n snhcr. g b mc sc prcgaupnr ago issg. g
njgrn. %st hcirn mc uon i`lca#g uri`rin. 8gjg njgrn. "u ni`mn
hco quc.
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*ccrcsbioock `g bnkk mc scu cmilaig sc pcrju`tn quco &
nquckc bgoco> %st sun cspcrn, sc`bgr. " pgrtcirg prgaurn `n
cxprcssg mg ogrnmgr uo si`nk mc quc `g lcz onk co mcixnr g
c`trnr g visitn`tc. "s gkbgs mc *ccrcsbioock pcsno mc sg`g. ' g
quc miz qun`mg g gutrg g ag`vimn pnrn tgonr uon hchimn quc`tc.
*ns quco &> )uhitnoc`tc ani co si. )4 pgmc scr. " `nogrnmg quc
ckn mcixnrn co sun aimnmc `g i`tcrigr. )nco du`tgs. g. g
ag`bc#g cssn og#n = miz *ccrcsbioock ng cstrn`bg. "
`goc N`n`mn `g tc miz `nmn> +o gutrg `goc pnrn g tcogr. g g
`nogrnmg mc Nkiac ons g onrimg = g pni> = mc... N`n`mn> g sckcohrn. -un`mg> " vc`tg lnzin sgk lrig onis i`tc`sg c pnrcacu uon
hgn im&in nli`nk n mn hchimn quc`tc. )c npc`ns n uoimnmc mc uo min
abuvgsg hnstn pnrn mistgracr g sgo mn pcraussg mc uo pin`g, cssn
`chukgsimnmc mc `gocs csqucaimgs i`muz n uo ou`mg milcrc`tc mg
quc pnrcain n`tcs cxistir ng sc abganr ago g mcsti`g pkaimg n`tcrigr
oc`#g. +o ou`mg hruogsg quc csag`mc `g `i`lns ons mrnj/csog`strugsgs agog gs quc g agrn#g mc *ccrcsbioock pcrachin sco
misacr`ir ng kg`jg mg qunrtcirg. Nk&o mg vimrg
v6 quc g anl& cst qunsc vnzig. *c`gs onk `g ansg mc uon ac`n.
Noijg, mgis anl&s co xanrns jrn`mcs, pgr lnvgr. Mcsmc qun`mg gs
i`vcr`gs pnssnrno n scr tg lrigs c abuvgsgs> $ckg ankc`mrig onin g
ou`mg irin nanhnr min E^ mc mczcohrg. N abnagtn lgi jcrnk. i`ju&o
pc`sgu sc n qucstg `g crn gutrn g lio mg ou`mg agtimin`g. Ns
lgkbns rgmgpinvno ons gs anags `g ank#noc`tg rckuzino. 8i`mn
`gitc, `g & ocsog> *ccrcsbioock nssc`tc. 2onji`n g quc g
bgoco prctc`mc. nturnkoc`tc tco acrtczn mc quc ckc cstivcrn ago
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n dgvco ons `g utikizn cssn acrtczn agog nocn#n. %rn ouitg onis
vckbg quc ckn, mc quco njgrn sc kcohrn. 0goc`s ouitg onis vckbgs
agstuono scr mgc`tinoc`tc aiuoc`tgs. 0goc`s(pnis tnoh&o. "
lu`mg vnzig mns xanrns luocjnvn. g. g pnrcac mispgstg nqunkqucr tipg mc vigk6`ain.
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Ns pcssgns quc pnssno v6co mgis vuktgs ag`trn uo a&u
`gtur`g i`narcmitnvckoc`tc vcrockbg. N tgrrc mn ijrcdn ng kg`jc &
tnoh&o uo vuktg quc sc du`tn ng mcsc`bg. Nkju&o nabnr quc
kcohrn uon ac`n mc likoc, snhc, nquckns quc i`miano n pnssnjco
mg tcopg, uo ansnk c n tgrrc mn ijrcdn mcpgis n aimnmc vistn mg nktg,
mcpgis uon run cspcalian c uo pr&mig cspcaliag `cssn run. )uhi`mg
ns csanmns, n pgrtn mc uo cspcaliag npnrtnoc`tg. 8ujnrzi`bg ki`mg.
N anhc#n mc Nkiac sc virgu pnrn g lu`mg mn snkn csaurn. "s pnp&is mc
trnhnkbg mc 0niocnrm cstg cspnkbnmgs pckn ocsn. N sgohrn `n
octnmc mc scu rgstg mcki`cgu trn#gs nhisonmgs. %kc n v6 `uomgurnmg csaurcaimg mcki`cnmg pgr gurg kuzc`tc. g kusag(lusag trn#n(
sc g i`aig mgs scigs `n hkusn. N hkusn sc sgktn ngs ogvioc`tgs.
S kuz mg nhndur clcitgs ag`a6`triags sc cstiano nt& gs p&s mckcs
ng risanrco uo cspn#g ioprgvvck. +o cspckbg. +o rck4jig n`tijg
sup/c sgkstaig c cqui`4aig pcrmimgs. Nkiac cst tc`sn. 1ga6 prcaisn
mc uon onssnjco, miz 0niocnrm. )urjc g mcscdg iopgssvck mc
ogoc`tgs snjrnmgs quc `g cxistco `co pgmco cxistir pgr anusn
mg pcanmg gu mn sn`timnmc. 0niocnrm cst rc`mimg `g pckn knsavin
ons pckn prghimnmc i`mcvimn. 8gjg non`bcacr c aiakgs ag`ti`unrg
`nrrn`mg n bist4rin mc uon cxist6`ain n scr agog tgmns csqucaimn.
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N og csqucrmn puxn pgr mc`trg n on`jn mircitn mn hkusn.
*ckbgr quc pcrnohuknr pckn run>. $riocirn vcz n vimn ckn sc
pcrju`tn. %ssn bnhikimnmc mns oukbcrcs & n mgs ojiags = pc`sn ckc.
" nssgnkbg pcrju`tn n Nkiac qun`tns vczcs prck!migs scockbn`tcs scrcpctirno c ng tc`tnr rcspg`mcr ckn ag`stntn quc `co uon vcz
bguvc i`trgmu#g mg nogr cxactg qun`mg `g bguvc, qun`mg `nmn
nag`tcacu, qun`mg *ccrcsbioock
ck%ain mg vnjnr, g nogr. :croitir quc n lrg`tc sc turvc pgrquc
" nssio ago tgmg scr buon`g uon vcz gu gutrn qun`mg `g scoprc.
6qui c nki, g tco c non`b. @g cstgu sgzi`bn, `g cstgu sgzi`bn.
1ga) " ki`mn, onis quc ki`mn. @u`an sc`ti issg ago `c`buon
gutrn. @g cstgu li`ji`mg, ckc pc`sgu? `g cstgu li`ji`mg.
cvcrin njrnmcacr n junrimn ago nkjuon agisn pnrcaimn ago
nogr vcrmnmcirg. 6kjuon agisn scockbn`tc ng quc agocg mc lntg n
sc`tir.
1ga) " oi`bn iro ! pc`sn ccrcsbioock. C `g p0mc. @g
qucrg onis oc`tir ! ourourn. @g onis sc`tir nrrcpc`mioc`tg gu
mcscspcrg. G agrpg mckc ntc`mcu. =nk crn g scu nogr.
N hkusn pgr aion mn anhc#n & trntnmn pckn gutrn og agoouitg dcitg agog sc `g lgssc pnrn scr uon pc#n mc rgupn mcixnmn
co qunkqucr kujnr. -un`mg ckn sc nhnixn g gkbnr gauktg n pcrmc pgr
scju`mgs. $gr scju`mgs tgmg g bgoco mg gkbnr sc pcrmc. " gkbnr &
tumg g quc tco.
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" lcabg mg ocig vni pnrn g knmg csqucrmg `gutrg ogvioc`tg
bhik c & nhcrtg. N snin sgktn. +on pcr`n c mcpgis n gutrn. -uc
milcrc`#n bnvcr c`trc csscs ogvioc`tgs c gs mc uon gutrn
qunkqucr `uo gutrg min qunkqucr n`tcs gu mcpgis> Njgrn & tumg quc
mcixnr mc scr. g & cxntnoc`tc n nausn#g quc 0niocnrm sc
cspcainkizgu co lnzcr ng pni> %`trc mgis cstnkimgs mc ckstiag ckn miz
quc cst prg`tn. %kc tnrmn u`s scju`mgs c surjc. g miz `nmn ng
c`trnr.
" ag`tntg jcknmg mns ogs ago n kisn hnrrijn nkvn trnr uo
rcsuktnmg visvck `g hrikbg mn pckc. " sgrrisg `g rgstg mckn pgmc scr
mc a4acjns gu prnzcr gu pgmc `g scr `nmn. +o sgrrisg `crvgsg quc
ni`mn n nagoctc mcpgis mc tgmgs csscs n`gs. Mczc`gvc. ' quc ckn
agoc#gu acmg.
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grvnkbnmns. Nvn`#no sghrc n prgtc#g quc pguag gu `nmn rcsistir.
7g`vcrsnrg gs mc agrn#g purg sghrc ns bgrns noistgsns mn pnixg>
" quc mirg> -uc ag`lgrtg -uc prnzcr -uc hg`s pc`snoc`tgs mc
cspcrn`#n $gr qu6> g pcrju`tc. N vimn scjuc. )cjuco ns ogs.*nis quc agxns. " rclkcxg mcvgkvc knhnrcmns. 7noi`bg i`cvitvck
pnrn uo luturg mc audn i`cxgrnhikimnmc 0niocnrm `g cstnvn
agopkctnoc`tc ag`vc`aimg. 7n`snmn suhoissg> )iopkcs
rcagopc`sn> N quc cxcraaigs sc c`trcjnr mcpgis n lio mc nankonr
n ag`sai6`ain> g b mc scr g ansg.
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mcsac`mg. )c`tnrno c ckc `g rcsistiu. $gr mchnixg mn ocsn. )ni`mg
mn agzi`bn, ckn tgmn ogkbnmn. *cu Mcus, uo anrn sc mnr n cssns
kihcrmnmcs. %stnvn rcmuzi`mg mconis scu `vck mc cxij6`ain. %`tg g
rgstg mc 0niocnrm c`abcu n pnisnjco lgrn mn ansn quc n viu arcsacr`g i`tcrigr. *n`t&o n prcssg mns ogs pgr nkju`s oi`utgs mcpgis
quc ns nprgxiogu.
%kc `g miz `nmn. %kn sc virn, gs agtgvckgs `g miv. Ykcg
mcrrnon`mg(sc co suns agstns. Mcsac`mg pgr suns agstns agog sc
tumg tivcssc simg agohi`nmg. " qunrtg nonrcknmg. $nkpitn. " lgjg sc
nknstrn pckn anopi`n, nvcrockbn g a&u mn tnrmc. N pckc mc Nkiac. )cu
abcirg c tcxturn.6 sc`bgrn 2bico miz quc n likbn `g prcaisn ir lnzcr
ns agoprns. $c ckn cstumnssc c pnssnssc mc n`g cstnrin pcrlcitg.
:c`snvn tnoh"o quc `g scrin `nmn onk sc ckn nprc`mcssc uo
i`struoc`tg. Ckn pr/prin, n oc, crn lgronmn c abcjgu n trnhnkbnr
lgrn c co ansn n`tcs mc sc ansnr. @g qucrin issg pnrn 6kiac. ckbgr" tcr uo mipkgon c sc ansnr ago uo bgoco mc hco c vivcr `g
cstrn`jcirg. C`tg 6kiac nanhgu i`mg pnsscnr pnrn gs knmgs mg knjg c
`g anoi`bg viu n qucionmn. :gr quc ns pcssgns lnzco issg7 nrin
tumg pnrn vivcr `uo ou`mg milcrc`tc. 2gog jgstnrin quc lgssc7 >o
ou`mg onis vcrmc. nis &ustg. 1iu mc kg`jc n oc tgonr g 0`ihus
pnrn n aimnmc. @g csqucn cssn ionjco. 1ga) tnoh"o g qucrscr agog ckn. 2go acrtczn uo luturg kg`jc mnki. 4uc g mc hcoF
sij`iliquc uo bgoco quc pgssn kbc mnr g quc prcaisn. 2gog, mc
gutrn lgron, pgmcrin rclkctir sghrc agisns cssc`ainis agog n &ustin
mg ou`mg c g quc " cagkgjianoc`tc agrrctg7 Cssc bgoco `g tco
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rgstg ons pgmc ionji`n*kg. Cssc prnzcr `g agohi`n ago `nmn quc
ag`bcac. Csarcvn uo pgcon." vniv&o & kc`tg g hnstn`tc pnrn
lnvgrcacr tgmg tipg mc mcvn`cig. cssn pgsi#g 0niocnrm `g
ag`scjuc sc ag`trgknr pgr ouitg tcopg. $crju`tn sc ckn d ti`bn img.%kn tcrin prclcrimg quc ckc tivcssc ag`ti`unmg anknmg `g agon`mg
sco sc iopgrtnr ago ckn. +o ogmg mc agopc`snr gs bgoc`s pckn
lgron agog gs usnvn.
= "i.
= 0niocnrm>
" quc ckc pgmcrin cstnr i`tcrrgopc`mg sc ckn cstnvn `n pc`sg
co quc ckc n agkgagu pnrn `g sc i`agogmnr onis c tnopguag ckn g
i`agogmnr uon scju`mn vcz>
= -uc `nmn. Nabci quc vga6 `g kijnrin c
= $gr quc `g>
%kc pcrju`tn ons snhc g pgrqu6. Mcixgu aknrg mc vrins lgrons.
)4 uon `gitc. "u `g mcixgu> %kc pnjn g kujnr pnrn quc cu pnssc g
o6s c g mcixc co pnz nssio.
= $njuci n pc`sg pgrquc vga6 `g pgmin c k co ansn vga6
snhc
%kn sc nssustn. %kc guviu ocu pc`snoc`tg>
= g mnrin acrtg, `&>
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:nrgu &u`tg ; pgrtn `n tnrmc mc gutg`g. @g lnzin onis sc`timg
cstnr nki c tgmnvin cstnvn. 6 lgrn mg agogmisog buon`g. @nmn
onis &ustilianrin g mcspcrm%aig mc sun c`crjin & mc tgmg
agoprgoctimn pckn mgc`n ago n tc`tntivn mc agknr gs pcmngs mc
uo vnsg au&ns ki`bns prgaknonrg pnrn scoprc n rupturn. 6`tcs tcrin
rcagocnmg. @gutrg kujnr. $gzi`bg. 6jgrn n im"in scqucr abcjnvn n
sc aristnkiznr. $cr lckiz gu `g " oc`gs iopgrtn`tc mg quc suhsistir.
6t" g suia%mig liagu pnrn trs &u`tg ; mgr c nkcjrin. @g qunrtg ns
hntimns c n vgz prgmuzco `ns lci )gu tg ankaukistn...
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= -ucrin tc ag`vimnr pnrn dn`tnr bgdc.
= "`mc>
= $nssg n s gitg, cst hco pnrn vga6>
= %st 4tiog.
= %`tg nt& mcpgis.
= Nt&. +o hcidg.
3gi `n `gitc co quc sc rcc`ag`trnrno. %spcrgu(n nkju`s
oi`utgs `n snkn mn pc`sg min`tc mn )c uon agisn mcu
acrtg `n vimn ogmcr`n lgi n kihcrmnmc mc sc vivcr ag`lgroc gs
pr4prigs anoi`bgs. %kc ocsog n tgmn bgrn sc pcrju`tnvn sc nquckns
scarctrins c nt& oc`i`ns quc cxcraino `n liron n ocson lu`#g
prcaisnvno mc tgmn nquckn cstrnt&jin mc jucrrn co `goc mnsuhsist6`ain c mcixnr g knr c ns arin`#ns pnrn scrco auimnmgs pgr
uon coprcjnmn quc scrin `n prtian n oc mgs likbgs mckns. )c
pcrju`tnvn pgr quc pgr cxcopkg mcvcrin scr ogtivg mc csa9`mnkg sc,
ansg lianssc cvc`tunkoc`tc mcscoprcjnmg Jpgssihikimnmc scoprc
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Mcixgu pnrn gutrg min ons `g pgmc mcogrnr. +on dgvco agog
ckn `g lianr ouitg tcopg sgzi`bn. 0gdc `g pgmc
onis rclujnr. 7gog ckn cst ki`mn +on rgsn vcrockbn `g ocig mn
ocsn. Mizco pcrtg mckn quc nquckn crn uon snlrn 4tion. 7nsnis
hcirn mg agoprgoissg co rcstnurn`tcs sglistianmgs pnrcaco arin`#ns
`crvgsns. " nohic`tc nvcrockbnmg cst ag`timg `g sgrrisg toimg
ago quc Nkiac nhnixn n anhc#n. %kn `g tco rgupn nmcqunmn ons sc
sni hco ago ns quc tco. Hchc mg akiac ago gkbgs `uo `nmn
csqucrmn mckc qunsc narcmitn`mg. *csogs gkbgs njgrn g c`anrno
c`qun`tg ckn lnkn c mcpgis ankn c sgrri `uo ocsog riatg. N rgsn, g
akiac, n kuz nvcrockbnmn. +o ocsog c`kcvnoc`tg. " clcitg mg
kaggk, g mcscdg, n hckczn mc uon oukbcr. 3gkjn `g min scjui`tc.
-uco snhc uon `gvn vimn n pnrtir mg min scjui`tc.
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Gutrn vcz co ansn c gutrn vcz n tun mgkgrgsn nus)`ain mc
g`mc nac`n n pcrspcativn mc uon vimn sco vga) ocsog `g
luturg quc i`sistc co `g scr imcnkiznmg mc ogmg n ag`tcr ns
sgku
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G ou`mg `g prcaisn mc oio c ouitg oc`gs scus bnhitn`tcs
mc oi`bns rclkcx
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Ng c`trnr co ansn *ccrcsbioock qunsc missc. +o sudcitg
ouitg cstrn`bg oc nhgrmgu bgdc. $gr pguag `g missc. 2rin sc trnir.
co pc`snrn `issg n`tcs pgrquc prcaisnvn mcsnhnlnr c n`tcs mc
tumg )g`dn scoprc lgi uon hgn noijn.
-un`mg ckc sc nprgxion mckn, ckn c`kguqucac. )co pcrachcrco
cstnvno `g n`mnr supcrigr snkn mc nukn. %kn g puxgu mcixn`mg(sc
prcssig`nr ag`trn n pnrcmc. Ns sgohrns sc oisturnrno `n pnrcmc
kntcrnk. 89oi`ns mc kuz c abcirg mc vc`mnvnk. Hg`s noijgs tnoh&o
pgmino. -unsc mcvino. "s agkcjns mc aknssc rino u`s pnrn gs
gutrgs. 3i`nkoc`tc ckc c`tc`mcu = miz uo. +on bgrn ckn in ag`scjuir
= miz gutrn. *cu Mcus, nabg quc mcvcogs ansnr, )g`dn. g pgssg
pnssnr uo !`iag min sco vga6. g sci sc & uon hgn im&in = miz ckn.
Tnogs p:r co risag `gssn noiznmc, kcohrn> 1ga6 ocsog missc issg.
' cu missc = miz ckc = ons crn milcrc`tc. )cr milcrc`tc non`b sc
`gs ansnrogs = pc`sn ckn. Mc uo ogmg gu mc gutrg `u`an onis scr
nssio. $gr gutrg knmg bnvin nquckn pnrtc nagogmnmn mc`trg mckn quc
qucrin ouitg pguag nk&o mc tcr uon ansn c scr sgsscjnmnoc`tc lckiz
ago scu bgoco. %kn mcixgu(sc rcspirnr `n anon mcslcitn. %rno
ansnmgs njgrn, ago tgmns ns iopkian#/cs quc issg sij`ilian. "s
nhgrrcaioc`tgs. " t&mig. *ns ckc pnrcac rcnkoc`tc lckiz. Njgrn rcstn
sc rcag`aikinr ago g irog c cstnr rcnkiznmg. = pc`sn ckn. % miz " quc uo n`nkistn mc
sistcons pgmc lnzcr `uon jrlian> G quc onis scr prcaisg pnrn quc
ckc mcsauhrn7 +o min cstnvn `g hn`bg, qun`mg 0niocnrm abcjgu.
3gi n !ktion vcz quc gs irogs sc virno. %stnvn `g hn`bg c missc nktg
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quc cstnvn. 0niocnrm prclcrin quc `g rcpctissco issg. @7ghri n
oi`bn anon ago aghcrtns mc tnpc#nrinG. ' ocu irog. *c kcvnvn
ngs kujnrcs qun`mg cu crn pcquc`g.
Nkiac tco uo irog oc`gr. g tco acrtczn sc lnkgu sghrc ckc
pnrn lujir mg nssu`tg gu sc pnrn mcsnhnlnr n snumnmc gu ns muns
agisns. 8cohrn`#n rcagrrc`tc. " prnzcr mnquckn gaigsimnmc du`tg ng
an#ukn `n anmciri`bn mc mgis kujnrcs `n vnrn`mn. " nssgvig
mispkiac`tc sc oisturn`mg ng an`tg mgs snhis scju`mg g abnonmg
mn csp&aic c n jnigkn mg ockrg sghrc ckcs `g ocsog ritog mn anmcirn
mc hnkn`#g vnzin ng knmg. " vc`tg sunvc mg non`bcacr tnoh&o gs
cohnkn`mg agog uo jijn`tc audn lu`#g crn nankc`t(kgs `g pnrn g
sg`g. $nrn g min i`cvitvck c sco mcsan`sg ocsog co sc trntn`mg
mc mgis nmgkcsac`tcs mc aknssc o&min muon aimnmc mg i`tcrigr mn rian
prgv`ain. Ig`ns c Nkiac nagrmnvno du`tgs ouitg acmg c mcsaino gs
mcjrnus mg n`mnr mc scus qunrtgs uo np4s g gutrg kc`tnoc`tc agogsc auimnssco pnrn quc `i`ju&o gs guvissc. gronkoc`tc `nquckn
ac`n ligs mgs anhckgs mc Nkiac mn`#nvno sghrc n tcstn mn oc`i`n
`g abcjn`mg n i`agogmnr, agog sc lizcssc pnrtc mn an`#g
nssgvinmn quc trn`spgrtnvn g oc`i`g pnrn ouitg kg`jc. )cus gkbgs
c`tgrpcaimgs ag`lirono n ioprcssg mn iro. %o nkjuo ogoc`tg
ckc tc`tnvn nagopn`bnr g nssgvig ons snno npc`ns sg`s gags cmcsnro:`iags, sgprgs npc`ns, quc c`tcr`caino Nkiac qun`mg gkbnvn
pnrn ckc, onis uo 4rlg mc pni vivg sghrcvivc`mg `uo ou`mg sco
rcjrns.
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gs cstumgs pnrn jn`bnr n vimn c`qun`tg 0niocnrm pcron`cacu
lnsai`nmg pckns pgssihikimnmcs pcssgnis. Nb = suspirn ckn ago n og
quc npcrtgu g `4 ntgnkbnmg crjuimn agog quco iopkgrn nkjuon
agisn n Mcus c g gkbnr agrrcspg`mc`tc mcsvinmg pnrn gs a&us nndn`ckn.
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N aimnmc clcrvcsac`tc co vgktn mckc. " rgstg mn iro, g
agrpg mn iro. 8jrions `uo n`gitcacr lchrik. Ig`ns uo 4tiog nku`g.
N pg`tg mc tgonr agrnjco. -un`tns onsturhn#/cs scrg
`cacssrins> -un`tns nhstc`#/cs> "s sg`s mg min `nsac`mg. "s
pr&migs `g anoi`bg pnrn n csagkn. "s pg`tgs abcigs n`tcs mg scu,
n`tcs mn hnkmcn#g. " min agoc#n. g b sgku#g. %xactg sc
acmcssc. *ns `g. g & pgssvck. ' pcanmg. g & `nturnk. uon
on`b pcrlcitn n nkcjrin prgihimn mc cxistir. co anhc uo hikbctc.
Min`tc mg i`ckutvck n vimn scqucr & nkjuon agisn cxactg ikusg ons
n ogrtc sio nkjg n sc vivcr. -uc lnz sc`timg. N scr arinmn agog gt!`ck pnrn n kihcrmnmc mg prisig`cirg.
)cr pgr issg quc sgu nssio> $ckg quc nag`tcacu n ocu irog>
3nz milcrc`#n sc lgr> )c nog co *ccrcsbioock ocu anstijg, agog
pgmcrci nonr n lckiaimnmc ago ckc> +on ogrtc c`trc gutrns n scr
nhnlnmn agog tn`tns, `gs suhtcrr9`cgs mg octrg gu `gs agrrcmgrcs
mn csagkn.+o nku`g qunkqucr, uo irog qunkqucr, mc gutrn csp&aic.
i`ju&o prcaisn mckc. Nt& Nkiac tco sc nlnstnmg ng pcrachcr quc ns
hri`anmcirns cstg i`mg kg`jc mconis.Nnonis oc nlnstnrci mc vga).
=nkvcz sc&n lrutg mn aukpn co scu agrng quc tnoh"o cxistc `g
ocu. ns prcaisnogs supcrnr. :rcaisnogs vivcr. :rcaisg mc vga).
@g oc nhn`mg`c. N iro `gtgu quc nkjg cstnvn pnrn nag`tcacr. nrun `ns agisns quc nag`tcaino. ns agrcs mg a&u uo prcssjig. "
sistcon mc sgo cst mizc`mg quc cstnogs cspcrn`mg g vnjg
lrc`tc ag`akuir uon on`ghrn. N csagkn mir quc knoc`tn pc`sn`mg
co lgrons mc on`tcr gauktgs gs ansgs gagrrimgs ago gutrgs nku`gs
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sgh g pcsg mg rijgr mg agk&jig. $ckg oc`gs n ogtivn#g mc Ig`ns tcr
simg gutrn. $ckg oc`gs issg.
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8uzcs ruimgsns co uon on`b agog ns gutrns. 7gog
sc lgssc n priocirn. +o onr `g mistn`tc rckuzi`mg. Nkjg oumgu.
2junk ng rcstg mg ou`mg. +o ou`mg cspcrnmg pnrn agoc#g. %kn n
scu knmg. Nkju&o mcmikbn uo vigkg nssio acmg. 7gog kuzcs tg`n. N
qucstg & quc issg & mconis pnrn ckc. g & nkju&o nssio. g sc
nagstuonr ago npc`ns uo nogr. %o nkjuo ogoc`tg sc an`snr.
3i`jc quc `g pc`sgu issg. 1nrrc g pc`snoc`tg pnrn mchnixg mcssc
tnpctc ojiag quc sg ns cog#/cs mg ogoc`tg.
-uictg n ag`tcopkn nmgrocaimn. Nkiac ag`simcrnrn g
mcscopc`bg pcrlcitg c ionji`gu quc ckc mcvin tcr uo oikbg mc
non`tcs, g quc `g lnrin qunkqucr milcrc`#n ag`simcrn`mg quc `g g
nonvn. co pgmcrin. g b nogr `g ou`mg. )cjurn`#n ontcrink &
scjurn`#n ontcrink c quco n prgv6 n prgv6. )co trn`slgron#g mc
snpgs. )cxg & scxg. -uc bist4rin & cssn mc `gitc mc nogr> co lgi
uon `gitc. )cqucr uon bgrn tnkvcz `co ocin. %stnrin tumg
rcknaig`nmg vimn ontcrink> Lcmuzimg nssio ng prnzcr> Ckn sc`tgu*
sc `n anon. 6quckc crn g ocsog bgoco quc b pguags oi`utgs n
njnrrnrn pgr mctrs, ns ogs lgrtcs npcrtn`mg scus scigs, n hgan co
scu pcsagg. 2nknmn `g bnvin zgohnrin co scu gkbnr.
ccrcsbioock pnrcac `g narcmitnr. Gkbn*n pcrpkcxg c`qun`tg ckn
miz pnrn irco mcvnjnr. iz- @g qucr agocr nkjuon agisn n`tcs7 @gtc`bg lgoc ! ckc rcspg`mcu. 6 vgz crn buoikmc. Ckn sc nprgxiogu
c`anrn`mg*g. :ckg oc`gs oc glcrcn nkjuon agisn. Ckcs & ti`bno
tgonmg g anppuaai`g. 1ni sc zn`jnr sc ni`mn cstgu ago lgoc7 G quc
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sij`ilianvn nquckc gkbnr, ckn sc pcrju`tgu. 4uco crn nquckc bgoco7
:gr quc ocxin nssio mc`trg mckn7
! :gr quc vga) `g sc scrvc `n agzi`bn7
Ckc nmin`tgu*sc c pnssgu pgr ckn. 3 pgr nqui. 6kiac g mctcvc
`uo nhrng pgr mctrs, mcu n vgktn c pnssgu n mcsnhgtgnr n anoisn
mckc. 1ga) " uo bgoco ouitg ntrnc`tc. @g n agzi`bn ons g qunrtg.
:nrn nkjuon agisn ckn tg &gvco tco tn`tn cxpcri)`ain. ns ni`mn
scr uo bgoco sco lu`g. Ckn `g g ag`mc`nvn. $cqucr pnrcain
mcacpaig`nmn. :gr quc nabci jrnn co tcus gkbgs7 $c vga) cst
agog lgoc n bgrn " cssn. Gb oc pcrmgc. =umg hco. 1nogs snir c
agocr nkjuon agisn. +on agisn ckn snhc sc tivcssc uon rc`mn
pgmcrin tnkvcz nonr c c`tg cxistirin nogr. +o trnhnkbg jrntilian`tc
agog sun csaritn. $gmcrin nonr. g & tg o. 1cdno, cst nt&
abgrn`mg. -un`mg mcsaco pnrn quc n kcvc pc`sg, scr n priocirn
agisn quc g pgrtcirg `gtnr. "s gkbgs vcrockbgs. $riocirg ionji`n
quc tco n vcr ago js knariogj6`cg. 8gjg mcsanrtn n bip4tcsc.Hrijnrno ago acrtczn. u`an cstcvc n`tcs ago oukbcrcs c `g
sguhc agog trnt(kn. "u ckn mcsaghriu n bgogsscxunkimnmc = `g ansg
n hisscxunkimnmc. Nkiac `g lgi `co uo pguag ago n anrn mg bgoco.
g jgstn mc jc`tc i`trgoctimn. 0niocnrm scqucr g viu,
auoprioc`tgu(g sco gkbnr. $c`snvn co agog irin vivcr sco nquckn
sc`sn#g pcragrrc`mg scu agrpg tgmns ns `gitcs. Nquckc hco(cstnr. " pgrtcirg `g nabn issg. %ohgrn b
vi`tc n`gs ansnmg dnonis sc`tiu `nmn pnrcaimg.
" cspckbg mg bnkk mistrihui kuzcs c sg`s.
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Lisgs onis sc csautno mg quc virnr mc pji`ns gu an`ctn co
pnpck. +on anmcirn vnjn. $gr issg nmgrn n 7gr&in mg )uk. Nti`jirno n
utgpin.
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cstnogs njrcjnmgs `uo ocsog ki`5> +o mcsti`g pnrn gs pnscs
nk&o mg arcsaioc`tg> pnrn scus bnhitn`tcs i`mivimunkoc`tc> % gs
quc `g tco onis cssn `cacssimnmc, agog gs `4rmiags> +o bgoco
agouo, c`lio. Mcsscs pnrn quco n qucstg mcixgu mc b ouitg nanr6`ain ons agog g nmoi`istrnr g cxacssg. g lu`mg ag`agrmn ago
g pni. Ns pnknvrns mckc cstg abcin mc uon snhcmgrin co audn
cliai6`ain tgmnvin `g ag`scjuc arcr. Hnkn`#n n anhc#n c scus gkbgs
hrikbno csvcrmcnmgs agog g nktg mn pg`tn mc uo onog quc
nanhgu mc scr agrtnmn. N oc`i`n lrc`tc, audn hkusn nzuk sc
nonrln`bn co ntnhnkbgnmgs ogvioc`tgs quc nac`tuno n lgron mgsscigs c ns onrans, hnkn`#n n anhc#n nlirontivnoc`tc pnrn n agkcjn,
vc`mg ago g an`tg gkbg quc ckc n gkbn c`qun`tg cspn`tn n m!vimn mc
quc lgi i`dustg g quc lizcrno ago g vckbg. Inonis onktrntnrin
qunkqucr arinturn. -un`tg onis uon buon`n lcoi`i`n nmgkcsac`tc.
$isan c c`tgrtn g agrpg pnrn g knmg mircitg g`mc npn`bn g gutrg
vgkuoc sghrc n ocsn. 8gjg nhn`mg`n n agopnixg i`a:ogmn c vgktn
n pc`snr quc n vimn & uo cxacssg onis mg quc sc pgmc nmoi`istrnr.
% cssn Nkiac, quco &> 7goc#nr n mcsaghrir `nquckc snkg mc
hihkigtcan. N tnrmc mg agoc#g mc gutrg i`vcr`g c`trn`mg pckn
aknrnh4in c uo bgoco onmurg Jd g abnono cvc`tunkoc`tc mc
vckbgB n ghscrvn, nkis ag`tcopkn, kuz tnoh&o mns k9opnmns lrinsrca&o(nmquirimns `n !ktion kiaitn#g quc n prclciturn rcnkizgu n`tcs
mg csa9`mnkg. ' g quc ckn &. %xistc scju`mg gs gkbgs quc n
ag`tcopkno, istg & nmgrno = `g, & gutrn agisn, gu scrin npc`ns g
vcrockbg mgs khigs c & n`tcs nkjg onis pnrn n trn`sac`m6`ain = gu
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scrin npc`ns n oisturn mg sgk ago ns k9opnmns `gvns ons tco onis
n vcr ago rcvckn#g. )go mc tgssc c ouro!rig c risgs nhnlnmgs
pnrn n rca&o(`nsaimn Nkiac pnrcac sgo mc scrcs buon`gs
ag`trnstn`mg ago mivi`mnmcs sikc`aigsns ng rcmgr. *n`t&o g kivrgc`trc ns ogs, gu ockbgr gs mcmgs, ns pg`tns mgs mcmgs, onk
tgan`mg n pji`n quc scr virnmn. N pji`n lgi virnmn c `n `gvn
pji`n pgmc mcsagrti`nr n agohi`n#g mc kctrns quc csarcvco nkjg
ni`mn `g i`tckijvck. 8uz rclkctimn pckg pnpck qunsc cspckbg. "
vcstimg trcoukn ng anir co g`mns mc sg`bg sghrc g agrpg scrc`g
pgrquc mcsisti mc mcsc&nr. 7grpg lrcsag agog g mc Hcntriac ons ckc`g ir kcohrnr mc Hcntriac. ' gutrn agisn njgrn. 8uzcs c sg`s mc
mcuscs quc mcsistco mc cus.+o n`dg. %kn rckn`acgu gs gkbgs co
vgktn. %kc cstnvn nki. "kbgu g kivrg. gvn pji`n. +on vinjco.6`&gs
kivrcs vnjno kivrcs `g pgrquc vnjno ons pgrquc vnjno snhc`mg
`g bnvcr mcsti`g. "s gkbgs cstg nhcrtgs pckn priocirn vcz. Hrikbno
du`tg ng rclkcxg `crvgsg mns k9opnmns agog vnrn`mns ogkbnmns sgh
n kun abcin. $ckn priocirn vcz g ou`mg n scu rcmgr. $cssgns
ikuoi`nmns pckn kuz co scus pr4prigs gkbgs. $ji`n `gvn. )cu mcmg
ag`bcac`mg g tgquc ago quc n virnr. *nk tgan mn n nkcjrin. g pgr
`nmn co pnrtiauknr c pgr tumg quc `uo scju`mg sc mcixn viskuohrnr
sco oco4rin. N ki`bn ago quc g pi`tgr li`nkizn scu qunmrg nhrc g
tcopg n`tcs mg i`aig mg pr4xiog. N cst. ' vga6. N pnusn cxpkian g
ogvioc`tg.
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Ng scju`mg gu tcracirg si`nk mc quc `g irin mgroir
ocsog, kcvn`tgu(sc. N`mn agog quco vni ng hn`bcirg ons pnssn c
nhrc n pgrtn rn`jc`tc mg csarit4rig. )c`tgu(sc c min`tc mg
agoputnmgr ionji`gu g quc pgmcrin ni`mn mizcr quc d `g bguvcssc
mitg. -uc crn g lio> -uc sup/c `gvg agoc#g> nmn nag`tcac qun`mg
sc mcpc`mc mc gutrn pcssgnF qun`mg nag`tcac `g tcr onis rckn#g
ago uon vg`tnmc pcssgnk. " lrig & suliaic`tc pnrn quc pg`bn g
su&tcr ago n mckianmczn mc uo rnpnz quc aghrc n `nogrnmn np4s g
nogr. -uc min & bgdc> Ni`mn co onig> Lcspirn lu`mg. " an`sn#g
mcstr4i onis quc n ogrtc. N ogrtc sio & uo `gvg agoc#g. %sautn nag`st9`ain mgs agopg`c`tcs. 3nkn nkjuon agisn pgr mconis vnjn c
tgmnvin mcvnstnmgrnoc`tc prcaisn qun`tg n si pr4prig. %stgu sgzi`bg.
)gu tun noijn, ckn agstuonvn mizcr. )gu tun noijn, vga6 `g
cst sgzi`bg. g snhc onis pgr qun`tg tcopg narcmitgu.
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nkjuo ago n oc`i`n c ouitg oc`gs ago n n`tijn pntrgn. %kn njgrn
agrrc. %kc d `g n v6 c pgrtn`tg `g v6 gs anhckgs csvgn#n`tcs
nmcdn`mg `cjrgs c kuzimigs `co gs p&s mcsank#gs gu g snpntg audg
snktg quchrgu lian`mg pnrn trs `g nslnktg np4s ckn pcrmcr g pnssg caknumianr ons `g pnrnr c scjuir nt& g gutrg knmg. n pgrtn n mg`n mn
pc`sg n gkbn c prcaisn oc`gs mc uo scju`mg pnrn c`tc`mcr n ac`n
c mizcr n si ocson quc sio & aknrg quc c`tc`mc g quc cst
nag`tcac`mg, pghrc og#n, c`qun`tg ckc `uo tiog viskuohrgu g
luturg c pgr ocmg mn rcspg`snhikimnmc sco ag`via#g g rcdcitgu.
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$nrn trnhnkbnr tn`tg nssio mcvc tcr co ansn uon oukbcr
jnstnmcirn. )4 *ccrcsbioock snhin g qun`tg )g`dn crn siopkcs. "
qun`tg scu agrn#g crn jc`crgsg. Hco vcrmnmc quc bguvc
oumn`#ns. Mcsmc qun`mg c pgr quc, `g snhin. Njgrn uo lntg `gvg =
pc`sgu ng gkbnr ns jgtns rckuzi`mg `ns agrcs mg kctrcirg. Np4s
kcvn`tnr n pgrtn mc lcrrg pnrn n nopkn snkn quc n k9opnmn lrin
ikuoi`gu c mcixnr g coprcjnmg c`trnr mgis pnssgs, `g mispu`bn mc
gutrgs nrjuoc`tgs pnrn dustilianr scus ansgs c gs vin sc nprgxion`mg
pcrijgsnoc`tc mc sun vimn. Mn trn`quikimnmc mc sun vimn npcsnr mc
tumg. Mg nogr quc sc`tin pckn cspgsn. 1irn(sc pnrn n run. Ni`mn &`gitc. " tr9`sitg `n nvc`imn cst lkui`mg agog `g agstuon `cssc
bgrrig. $gr quc cssc rnpnz prcaisn kijnr g rmig tg acmg c tg nktg>
7buvn lrnan ng non`bcacr c `g li`nk mg min.
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)ghrc ns lkgrcs hgrmnmns co rckcvg `n lrg`bn lrin cxactg pckn
supcrlaic g`mc rcpgusnvn n anhc#n mc Nkiac n kuz `g nhsgrvimn gu
cspnkbnmn pcragrrc gs trn#gs trn`quiknoc`tc tristcs suacssivgs
lgags g`mcnmgs co scu scohkn`tc. 7bcjnrn n abgrnr. Miz n si ocsong qun`tg & rimaukn pgr `utrir tnis sc`tioc`tgs. Nmgrocac`mg virgu
mircitn `g scolgrg co pnssgs knrjgs pnrn ns pcr`ns `g tg kg`jns
njgrn c`ridcaimns `g nrrcpig. Min`tc mcssc ocsog cspckbg quc
npcjnmn agoprnr mn mg`n mn pc`sg ghscrvn ns trn`slgron#/cs mc
scu agrpg mc`trg mn anoisctn quc ni`mn qun`mg vivcr ago Hin`an
usnr pnrn mgroir. %`vckbcac`mg. " nhndur cspcaukn sghrc n vcrmnmcmn ionjco rclkctimn.
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Nssio quc sc ag`bcacrno *ccrcsbioock nmgrnvn
qunkqucr ogoc`tg ago )g`dn. -ucrin snhcr mc sun vimn c sc
i`stnknrn `g pnssnmg mg qunk ckn qucrin lujir. ' quc sglrcu ouitg
cohgrn scoprc tc`bn simg uon oc`i`n lgrtc, nmgkcsac`tc qucc`lrc`tnvn g ou`mg c oukbcr `g ti`bn tcopg pnrn pcrmcr ago
agisi`bns mc oukbcr. 7gog ckc jgstnvn mc snhcr issg c nquikg
-un`mg oc`strugu pckn priocirn vcz c g quc sc`tiu `g priocirg
hcidg. 1ga6 `g & ocig mcprnvnmg>
= " quc qucr mizcr cxntnoc`tc @mcprnvnmgG>
g sc abganvn `co ti`bn ai!oc ons `g jgstnvn mc lnknr
sghrc si ocsog. %kn tnopgua