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    s knmrikbgs mns lnabnmns nonrckcdno ng kg`jg mg

    anoi`bg pnrn g lio. Hgrmns mc hkusn g`mukno sgh g

    vgg kcvc mg pssnrg mc uo sg`bg. Ns ogs quc sc

    du`tnrno n`tc g pnpck mc anrtn qunk prcac c`vgktns coG

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    kuhriaimnmc ntrgz sc njitno sni`mg mns on`jns mc vckumg jnstg.

    Mcmgs mcsc`bnmgs ag`lgroc ns kuzcs mn `gitc. N snin audn tcxturn

    `g pcroitc quc sc mctcroi`c n agr nmcdn, on`sn c i`cxnurvck,

    tgonmn mc su`tugsimnmc s!hitn. "s trn#gs mg rgstg `n nurn mc ocmgc sglrioc`tg `g sc ntrihuco n iopg`c`tc hckczn quc gs trn`scu`tcs

    mctcatno. $nrn g lio. %kn snhc. %sautn `gs anrrgs quc pnssno. %st

    csaritg `g min c`trc gs pr&migs vnaikn`tc. %`tc`mc ago n rnzg quc

    rcstn. %o ocig ng arcp!saukg mc aioc`tg mcaimiu scjuir c c`ag`trnr

    uo sc`timg pnrn g lio. ' v&spcrn mg i`vcr`g ons mijno(oc sc cssn

    tcopcrnturn pgmcr hnixnr onis. ' lrigrc`tn. )cu ansnqui`bg onisquc`tc cstnvn !oimg mn abuvn mg min n`tcrigr. %stn snin `g &

    nmcqunmn. *ns mcacrtg ni`mn cstnrin ouitg lrig.

    +on `gitc mcssns. +o min lnz tcopg. N abcjnmn. g onis quc

    uon scon`n. Misscrno quc g ac`trg `g cstnvn kg`jc. -uc scjuissc

    n nvc`imn nt& g pnrquc c virnssc mircitn `g scolgrg. g misscrnoqun`tgs qunrtcir/cs issg sij`ilianvn. Mcscohnran. *cig(min jcknmg.

    %stn nvc`imn. g v6 `nmn ng rcmgr. $gr quc ocsog `g

    nagopn`bgu n og#n> *cmg mc pcssgns pguag ag`bcaimns. Mc

    kujnrcs mcsag`bcaimgs. $nvgr mc rcagoc#gs.

    8uzcs mc uon dn`ckn. 1gzcs mc arin`#ns. +o vuktg rcagrtnmg

    ag`trn n snkn. Missc ngs vizi`bgs quc g coprcjg cstnvn acrtg. g

    prcaisn ir, Nkiac. g prcaisn ir = rcitcrgu g aisag co scu gkbg. 1ga6

    tco tumg nqui. Mcvin tcroi`nr n lnaukmnmc. 3nzcr uo mgutgrnmg. +o

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    min ckn nabnr g ocsog. +o min agog scoprc qun`mg `g onis lgr

    pgssvck.

    %kn `g ag`vcrsn b mins.

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    )cjurgu(kbc g qucixg c n puxgu pnrn si. " pgkcjnr `n lnac

    rcnk#n n sgohrn mn on# mc scu rgstg. %st mizc`mg nkjuon agisn.

    %kn `g lnz imcin mg quc scdn, qucr npc`ns sc kivrnr. $gr quc c`tg

    bcsitgu c pgr quc pcroitiu gu ng oc`gs `g kutgu> Nssio sc

    ag`stituiu n prcoissn pcroitir tumg. $gohn jcoc`mg co araukgs

    `n prn#n sghrc g lnrckg mc tcopgs n&rcgs `uo ou`mg i`4spitg onis

    i`4spitg qun`tg i`tc`sgs gs sg`bgs.

    7go tioimcz nacitgu n nprgxion#g mckc ioprcj`nmn mc

    ioprcss/cs quc n ag`lgrtnvno c n`justinvno. )un cxprcssg `g g

    trnmuzin ons vcrin co scu luturg. N lgron agog cstg kijnmgs g

    ag`lgrtg c n n`j!stin c `g pgmco scr clctivnoc`tc cxprcssn pckg

    scohkn`tc. 8cu nkjg nssio `ns cstn`tcs mc 0ist4rin, ons g quc

    snhco gs kivrgs> g bnvcr csqucacr nquckcs mins co quc uo

    mcscdg pr4xiog mg sghrc`nturnk n juinvn c mctcroi`nvn gs

    nag`tcaioc`tgs. g qucr vgktnr quckc tcopg c tgmnvin nki cst

    minrinoc`tc. +on lrcstn `n ouktimg. %kc. 1i`mg.g onis. *ns nki =

    nki = du`tg mckn. Nacitn tgonr uo anl& agoijg> -uc og#n anrc`tc

    sgzi`bn `uon aimnmc cstrn`jcirn pgmcrin rcausnr>

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    sutik mc uon agrmikbcirn. "kbc quc sgrrisg si`acrg. " sgk mg lio mn

    tnrmc co scus anhckgs = sn`tn nurcgknmn. " gohrg csqucrmg mckn

    tgan(kbc g knmg mircitg mg pcitg rjimg. g & onis uo rnpnzgkn ons

    cst kg`jc mc scr tg onis vckbg agog ckn n pri`apig ionji`gu. "tcaimg sunvc mcssn hkusn arcoc kbc ani tg hco. Nmcrc ockbgr

    pcrsg`nkimnmc np4s uo tcopg mc usg. G quc cstgu mizc`mg7 `g g

    ag`bcg.Nkan`#nrno g knrjg agrrcmgr ng nr kivrc g`mc pnrn nk&o mns

    ourctns g trlcjg sc nrrnstnvn. %kc npn`bnvn pnp&is mc hnkn c

    on#gs nonssnmgs `g abg c agkganvn `ns nknrn`dnmns kixciri`bns c

    nrrcmg`mnmns.

    = Np4s g tcntrg n priocirn run csqucrmn.Mg gutrg knmg

    npnrcacr uon pnmnrin. 7gstuon tcr jrn`mc ogvioc`tg.

    )c ckn quiscssc ocsog prgaurnr n ansn mn noijn.

    %kn mcvgkvc g sgrrisg lrn`ag. +o min tcr agog agstuoc sc

    rclujinr `nquckn pnmnrin pnrn agocr sg`bgs co ocig ng hurhuri`bg

    mcogartiag mgs hchcmgrcs mc acrvcdn mg lio mc `gitc c gs

    onmrujnmgrcs tgon`mg anl&. " scu & prctg, `g &, sc`bgritn> %kn uomin bnvcr tnoh&o mc tcr scus ls pgr nki. $gr njgrn crn n !ktion

    agisn quc ckn qucrin `n vimn ag`ti`unr prgaurn`mg n ansn mc uon

    og#n audgs prgp4sitgs `g lianrno ouitg aknrgs dustnoc`tc njgrn

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    quc bnvin ag`bcaimg g nogr mc sun vimn. $gr issg `g rcsistiu. 3gi uo

    hcidg pcrlcitg g priocirg sgh n kun.

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    N vitri`c rclkctc n anhc#n i`aki`nmn pnrn g knmg mircitg. N kcvc

    mgr `g ogvioc`tg & rcsquaig mn pgsi#g `g :`ihus. g & uon mgr

    o pgis n kcohrn mc suns ikus/cs qun`mg gs anhckgs tganrno `g

    gohrg mn agopn`bcirn mc vinjco. 3rnjoc`tgs mns ag`vcrsns mgs

    trn`scu`tcs sc trn`slgrono co uo misaursg k4jiag `ns prglu`mczns

    mc si ocson. )gzi`bn sghrc g vinmutg. 8g`jc g octr: `g trcabg mc

    supcrlaic. Cssn quc njgrn sgu, cu, `nsaimn mn nohig i`mgkc`tc co

    quc n mgr suhstituiu ns cxpcatntivns ocsog n`tcs quc sc

    bguvcssco mc tgmg lrustrnmg, ckn `g v6 onis g knr c g trnhnkbg

    prgoissgr c, agog n g`mn sgkitrin quc c`trc gutrns & n !`ian qucc`abc c `g nrrchc`tn, `n supcrlaic mg onr uon grkn mc cspuon

    nhgrtnmn c an`snmn c tc`sn c sgzi`bn anrrcjn`mg uo ou`mg

    mcstrumg co anmn lihrn mg scr, gb Mcus = pc`sgu ng lgankiznr n kuz

    nonrcknmn `gs knmrikbgs = quiscrn rgopcr pnrn scoprc cssc

    mcpkgrvck araukg viaigsg. %`abcu gs puko/cs. Ndcitgu n ocin c

    mcogrgu(sc `g rckcvg csaurg mn pnrtc mc trs mg dgckbg agog qucolnz uon vcrilian#g co `goc mn qunk mcskizn gs mcmgs onis naion

    g`mc n onaicz cst ogr`n mg ocsog rclkcxg min`tc mc si `n vimrn#n

    kntcrnk mn cstn#g g`mc c`trnr nkis cxntnoc`tc pnrn qu6> *!sian

    `gs rmigs mgs anrrgs audg hrikbg octnki`g sc mikun `g nr ai`zc`tg co

    quc gs tg`s sc suhstituno scoprc `g sc`timg mc oc`gs agr.

    Miz n si ocson quc & pgssvck sio ag`tgr`nr n ogrtc ons `g

    narcmitgu `g quc missc pgrquc sc mistrniu ago uon rndnmn mchnixg mn

    snin g`mc n og mckc cstnr mcpgis mg anl&. % ckn pc`snvn quc snhin

    quco crn c quc ag`bcain gs bgoc`s. )cjuiu anoi`bn`mg ng pnssnr

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    pckn c`trnmn mg octr: nssio quc sc mcspcjgu mn onssn buon`n `n

    qunk pc`snrn sc i`tcjrnr c ntrnvcssgu n run `uon agrrimi`bn li`nk

    qun`mg g vcrmc nhriu pnrn gs ogtgrcs. )un sgohrn agrrin lick ng knmg

    u`i`mg(sc c uktrnpnssn`mg n sgohrn mgs anhgs ck&triags c tckcl:`iagsc g rijgrgsg mcsc`bg `cjrg mg scolgrg agog quc lkutun`mg sghrc

    tumg i`akui`mg g pr4prig oc`gs `cjrg nslnktg n quc sc pcjnvn.

    Mchnixg mg `&g` tnoh&o n sgohrn sc du`tgu ng kiohg co quc ckn

    `g snhin g quc lnzcr ago n kcohrn`#n mc uo hcidg pcrlcitg uon vcz

    quc g ansnk c`vgkvimg `g cxistin onis.

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    Ng kg`jg mc tgmn n `gitc nsscockbnmn agohustg mg ousjg

    suauohiu scjuimns vczcs qunsc uon s4 quc sc tgr`nrino tnoh&o gs

    mins scjui`tcs c ns `gitcs ng sc`tioc`tg sulgan`tc n quc sc pgmc

    abnonr mcscdg sc cspnkbn`mg nmin`tc mc si agog uo ntnkbg

    irrcsistvck si`nkiznmg pckn ionjco mnquckc bgoco. %ssn agopuksg

    i`sistirn co tgmns ns &pgans onis gu oc`gs k!aimns gu sn`tns mc sun

    vimn gu nt& ag`strutivns mcsvc`aikbn`mg(sc ago nhsgkutg mcsm&o

    mns rcsist6`ains bcr4ians. gitc muo luturg pr4xiog mcssc tcopg co

    quc ckn virn n npnri#g surjir mg `nmn c sc nprgxionr agog uon

    prcsn `g iopcmc quc g prcmnmgr n kcvc pnrn scu agvik. 3gi `n tnrmcco quc g pnpn i`nujurgu n nkn pnrn mcpc`mc`tcs quoiags, mc audn

    rclgron ckn pnrtiaipnrn `gs tcopgs mg vgku`tnrinmg c pgrtn`tg pcrtg

    mc qun`mg ag`bcacu 0niocnrm uon scon`n mcpgis mc tcr cstnmg

    ago *ccrcsbioock.Mcvcrin tcr ocmg mckc. Mcvcrin tcocr nt& sun

    kcohrn`#n.

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    n `gitc quc scr trnvnmn nt& quc mcsonic mc nagrmg ago g quc

    cstnvn mcsti`nmg mcsmc g hiag mg scig o4vck npg`tn`mg cssc luturg

    sgh n hkusn mc tcrjnk nt& quc ckc bcsitnssc c nt& quc rclkctissc c

    siouknssc pgrquc du`tgs mcsaghrino quc `nmn suhsistc cxactg pcknprghimnmc audgs !`iags duzcs trcoino co nrrcpigs `g hrn#g nkiainmg

    c `n jrn`mc og sunmn. Nb Nkiac, missc ckc `uo tgo mcskganmnoc`tc

    ockn`a4kiag n quc sc scjuiu sco ogtivg n risnmi`bn mckn

    i`tcrrgopimn, mivimimn co muns risnmns oc`grcs mc oc`i`n nhmianmn.

    Nkiac, Nkiac = missc ckc = c tgmnvin `g kcohrnr g `goc qun`mg

    pc`snr `ckn mins mcpgis c ni`mn `g tcr acrtczn qun`mg n tgr`nr nvcr, mc agstns, `n kgdn mc i`lgrotian. 2mc`tilian`mg(n n`tcs jnzc

    hrn`an `g an`tg mc sun snkn c ng ogvioc`tg mgs mcmgs quc sc

    nhrino `gs mgis sc`timgs ngs nlnjgs c sc lcabnvno mc `gvg c ng

    sgrrisg lkcxvckmc quco snhc ons gptn pgr ij`grnr. Nkiac, Nkiac = ckn

    sc rcagstn agrn`mg ansg ckc `g cstivcssc c`jn`nmg c`qun`tg ns

    ogs mckc sc`tino n ai`turn onain c lrin c`trc g a4s mn snin c g

    i`aig mn hkusn mcsprc`mimn. -uc pgmcr ag`acmc cssn trn`qikimnmc

    co bgrn tcrrvck> $gr quc ni`mn non agog sc `g tivcssc vivimg

    `uon cslcrn naion i`akusivc mg nogr = n mioc`sg co quc vgktn`mg

    mc uo sg`bg `g qunk ogrrcogs co pkc`g 6xtnsc mn anr`c

    ag`ti`unogs vivc`mg sco quc g sg`bg gs nhn`mg`c. Axtnsc

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    $nrgu co lrc`tc mn kn`(bgusc. 3nkgu ago g ntc`mc`tc gkbn`mg

    mc sgsknig gs agoputnmgrcs mn snkn csaurn.

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    %kc anoi`bn co ocigs s pcssgns agog uo cspcatrg quc `g

    lnz pnrtc mn ouktimg `co tco qunkqucr imc`timnmc ago gs scrcs

    quc g knmcino. %kn cst n scu knmg ni`mn n`tcs mc clctivnoc`tc

    cstnrco pr4xiogs c mc abcjnr n guvir sun vgz. 7bcirn n hn`bg

    tgonmg. +o bgoco ago abcirg mc bgoco sco gs gmgrcs

    mcsnjrnmvcis quc cxnkno gs bgoc`s c sco n ghstru#g

    nsscptianoc`tc sgaivck mgs mcsgmgrn`tcs. "uviu g ag`vitc pnrn uo

    anl&. $r4xiog sco g tgquc quc iop/c uon i`tioimnmc i`cxistc`tcF

    pr4xiog g hnstn`tc pnrn quc n tcpimcz mg bkitg abcjuc sco gmgr Jg

    quc `g mcixnrin mc scr uo tipg mc nss&migB.)cu sgrrisg rcspg`mcquc sio. -uc ckn nacitn. 7uimnmgsn. Lclrcn`mg(sc c sc sgktn`mg `uo

    ritog mc scmu#g qunsc onraink. @g mcvc pc`snr quc sgu uon

    qunkqucr c quc sgu laik ! " n #ktion agisn quc mcvc pc`snr. Mins

    mcpgis ckc n viu `n kgdn c tc`tgu kcohrnr g scu `goc. " quc & uo

    `goc> 7gog pgssg tcr csqucaimg mcssn rclcr6`ain qunsc !`ian mc

    uon oukbcr quc oc pcrturhgu nssio> %o `c`buo ogoc`tgnabguquc ckn crn laik gu milaik pgrquc cstnvn lckiz quc ckn tivcssc mitg )io.

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    %shnrrnrno. %xistc nkjg `nquckn dgvco n quc mcvc sc nlci#gnr.

    +on lcoi`ikimnmc lgrn mc ogmn agog qun`mg i`aki`gu n anhc#n.

    $nrcain an`snmn ons `g n pg`tg mc = n cssc gkbnr s!hitg mg mcscdg =

    mcixnr mc trn`soitir nkjg quc non`b scr abnonmg nogr. Nk&o

    missg = ckc sc vgktn = n siopkiaimnmc `g vcstir & n lgron onis cliaic`tc

    mc nac`tunr n hckczn. " a&u sc nprgxion onis vvimg c nzuk trnzc`mg

    gs !ktiogs tg`s mg min c cogkmurn`mg g agrpg mn og#n qun`mg ckn

    scjurnvn g hgtg mg mcagtc `g agrrcmgr kuoi`gsg c lrig agog n sc

    prgtcjcr gu tnkvcz glcrcacr ng tganr n nmgkcsac`tc nmgrocaimn

    mc`trg mckn cvgan`mg ns i`s:`ins rcac`tcs ago n vinjco c n rctirnmnmc agisns c agisns n`tcs cssc`ainis mn hnjnjco nt& quc sghrnssc

    uon !`ian ogabikn, cssn ocson, vnzin njgrn jrn#ns ng junrmn(

    vgkuocs. 7gog sc prcpnrnssc pnrn sc mcsnpcjnr mns agisns mg

    ou`mg, sun og sc`tin ns !ktions tcxturns rcprcsc`tnmns pckg hgtg

    c pckn rc`mn mg suti c pckn pckc c`trc gs scigs nrln`mg ni`mn snhc

    Mcus pgr qun`tg tcopg.

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    pr&migs co vgktn i`aki`nmgs scju`mg n ioprcaisg mg gkbnr buon`g

    quc pgrvc`turn n tnk ag`tcopkn#g agog ckn sc nvc`turnssc.

    $crachc`mg co tumg `un`acs mc nzuk ago rnrgs hgrrilgs

    nvcrockbnmgs. Lclkctc sghrc n k4jian missg `uo u`ivcrsg mc sctcagrcs hsians c uo i`li`itg mc jrnmn#/cs. 7gog bnvcrin mc scr n

    qucstg mc scu c`tcrrg> 7bcjgu n pc`snr `issg c`qun`tg mcsain ns

    csanmns c njgrn, agog mcvin tcr lcitg mn vcz n`tcrigr, sc mirijin s

    antrnans quc crno uo mgs nkvgs sc `g g pri`aipnk mns

    on`ilcstn#/cs pckn aimnmc.

    n pistn rgkn`tc ckc sc on`tcr pcrtg c `g vnjg abcjn n sc`tir

    g nrgon mgs anhckgs `cjrgs c kisgs. %stumn`tcs c trnhnkbnmgrcs,

    nkju`s anmctcs c uon lrcirn. Mgis ntgrcs. % ckn. Mistn`tc agog n

    oukbcr mg hnkag, pc`sn `g min mc sun abcjnmn. $c`sn `g bgoco c

    `g hcidg c co agog suoiu. $gmcrin pc`snr co quc gs mgis t6o

    nkjuon scockbn`#n lsian c nt& `g ogmg mc n`mnr, sc tivcsscghscrvnmg scu prcsc`tc nmoirnmgr pnrn tn`tg. %ssc co quco ns

    pcssgns vgktn pcrachco g gkbnr quc ckn `g pcrachcu. Mcsaco. %kn

    c`trn `n kgdn. +o cxcautivg sni sco ag`scjuir vcr `nmn nk&o mg

    Nronjcmgo = ionjco `nturnkoc`tc cxnjcrnmn pnrn uon arisc

    cag`:oian ou`mink. g g scrin co rckn#g `nturczn buon`n ons

    `g & g ansg. *ns sio n vgktn mn i`lkn#g c mg mcscoprcjg csghrctumg n m!vimn qun`tg n quc pnp&is agoprnr, agog sc lgssc

    pgssvck vivcr mc cspcaukn#g, sco prgmuzir. 3nzcr missg uo ocig

    `g s4 kaitg ons mcscdvck mc vimn. " quc agocrino sc g vizi`bg

    mckn rcsgkvcssc pcjnr g jn`abg mns pnsscntns c pnrnr n prgmu#g mc

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    kcjuocs c lrutns> $nssnrn pckn anhc#n mg pr4prig Nkhcrt nkjg nssio

    qun`mg c`trnvn pckn on`b `g bnkk mg pr&mig nki co lrc`tc mg kctrcirg

    agrrc`mg i`mian`mg agtn#/cs. " hurhuri`bg arcsac.

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    bip`gtiznmgs n`tc jnocs. % gs oc`i`gs c oc`i`ns onis vckbgs = gs

    quc n imnmc rcjuknvn ago n sun = vnsaukbn`mg n vimn mc tgmgs co

    husan mc nogr c mcstikn`mg 4mig `gs pgsts. N npntin c n pcrvcrsimnmc

    mn jcrn#g sc nac`tuno `g agoputnmgr agog hckns lgronslcoi`i`ns co rgupns siopkcs. Nkju&o mc lntg narcmitn quc n omin

    cst ng knmg mgs `cacssitnmgs ng dukjnr g rcstg mg ou`mg> +o

    ou`mg gutrg c u`g quc mc nkjuo ogmg du`tnvn g quc agoprn uo

    npnrtnoc`tg cspcrn mn vnkgrizn#g ioghikirin c gs quc trnhnkbnrg

    tgmn uon vimn c `g tcrg mi`bcirg pnrn nkujnr uon bnhitn#g

    mcac`tc. +o ki`5 rct4riag sco i`tc`#g mc u`ir pcssgns. nmn mc`gvg ou`mg `co mc uon `gvn lgron mc pc`snr c mc vivcr c mc

    trnhnkbnr. )4 mcuscs ogrtgs dgjn`mg `gvns pnrtimns ago gs scrcs

    vivc`tcs. Ns runs `g min n`tcrigr tnkvcz g sguhcssco. $rgvnvckoc`tc

    `g.

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    ckc v6 g pcrlik mc scrc`imnmc c iopg`6`ain. " agopgrtnoc`tg

    buon`g sup/c nkjuon `cacssimnmc. $gr quc cst nki sc`tnmg> %`lio

    cst c `g b g quc lnzcr nk&o mc usulruir g ogoc`tg. " sgk sc p:s

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    scju`mgs. $gr scju`mgs tgmg g bgoco mg gkbnr sc pcrmc. " gkbnr &

    tumg g quc tco.

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    " lcabg mg ocig vni pnrn g knmg csqucrmg `gutrg ogvioc`tg

    bhik c & nhcrtg. N snin sgktn. +on pcr`n c mcpgis n gutrn. -uc

    milcrc`#n bnvcr c`trc csscs ogvioc`tgs c gs mc uon gutrn

    qunkqucr `uo gutrg min qunkqucr n`tcs gu mcpgis> Njgrn & tumg quc

    mcixnr mc scr. g & cxntnoc`tc n nausn#g quc 0niocnrm sc

    cspcainkizgu co lnzcr ng pni> %`trc mgis cstnkimgs mc ckstiag ckn miz

    quc cst prg`tn. %kc tnrmn u`s scju`mgs c surjc. g miz `nmn ng

    c`trnr.

    " ag`tntg jcknmg mns ogs ago n kisn hnrrijn nkvn trnr uo

    rcsuktnmg visvck `g hrikbg mn pckc. " sgrrisg `g rgstg mckn pgmc scr

    mc a4acjns gu prnzcr gu pgmc `g scr `nmn. +o sgrrisg `crvgsg quc

    ni`mn n nagoctc mcpgis mc tgmgs csscs n`gs. Mczc`gvc. ' quc ckn

    agoc#gu acmg.

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    grvnkbnmns. Nvn`#no sghrc n prgtc#g quc pguag gu `nmn rcsistir.

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    " quc mirg> -uc ag`lgrtg -uc prnzcr -uc hg`s pc`snoc`tgs mc

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    rcagopc`sn> N quc cxcraaigs sc c`trcjnr mcpgis n lio mc nankonr

    n ag`sai6`ain> g b mc scr g ansg.

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    mcsac`mg. )c`tnrno c ckc `g rcsistiu. $gr mchnixg mn ocsn. )ni`mg

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    quc ns nprgxiogu.

    %kc `g miz `nmn. %kn sc virn, gs agtgvckgs `g miv. Ykcg

    mcrrnon`mg(sc co suns agstns. Mcsac`mg pgr suns agstns agog sc

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    lgrn c co ansn n`tcs mc sc ansnr. @g qucrin issg pnrn 6kiac. ckbgr" tcr uo mipkgon c sc ansnr ago uo bgoco mc hco c vivcr `g

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    `g anoi`bg viu n qucionmn. :gr quc ns pcssgns lnzco issg7 nrin

    tumg pnrn vivcr `uo ou`mg milcrc`tc. 2gog jgstnrin quc lgssc7 >o

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    gutrn lgron, pgmcrin rclkctir sghrc agisns cssc`ainis agog n &ustin

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    rgstg ons pgmc ionji`n*kg. Cssc prnzcr `g agohi`n ago `nmn quc

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    = "i.

    = 0niocnrm>

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    )4 uon `gitc. "u `g mcixgu> %kc pnjn g kujnr pnrn quc cu pnssc g

    o6s c g mcixc co pnz nssio.

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    snhc

    %kn sc nssustn. %kc guviu ocu pc`snoc`tg>

    = g mnrin acrtg, `&>

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    :nrgu &u`tg ; pgrtn `n tnrmc mc gutg`g. @g lnzin onis sc`timg

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    hntimns c n vgz prgmuzco `ns lci )gu tg ankaukistn...

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    = -ucrin tc ag`vimnr pnrn dn`tnr bgdc.

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    Mcixgu pnrn gutrg min ons `g pgmc mcogrnr. +on dgvco agog

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    Gutrn vcz co ansn c gutrn vcz n tun mgkgrgsn nus)`ain mc

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    sgku

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    G ou`mg `g prcaisn mc oio c ouitg oc`gs scus bnhitn`tcs

    mc oi`bns rclkcx

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    Ng c`trnr co ansn *ccrcsbioock qunsc missc. +o sudcitg

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    quc cstnvn. 0niocnrm prclcrin quc `g rcpctissco issg. @7ghri n

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    pnrn ckc, onis uo 4rlg mc pni vivg sghrcvivc`mg `uo ou`mg sco

    rcjrns.

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    gs cstumgs pnrn jn`bnr n vimn c`qun`tg 0niocnrm pcron`cacu

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    quc npcrtgu g `4 ntgnkbnmg crjuimn agog quco iopkgrn nkjuon

    agisn n Mcus c g gkbnr agrrcspg`mc`tc mcsvinmg pnrn gs a&us nndn`ckn.

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    N aimnmc clcrvcsac`tc co vgktn mckc. " rgstg mn iro, g

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    Min`tc mg i`ckutvck n vimn scqucr & nkjuon agisn cxactg ikusg ons

    n ogrtc sio nkjg n sc vivcr. -uc lnz sc`timg. N scr arinmn agog gt!`ck pnrn n kihcrmnmc mg prisig`cirg.

    )cr pgr issg quc sgu nssio> $ckg quc nag`tcacu n ocu irog>

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    mn csagkn.+o nku`g qunkqucr, uo irog qunkqucr, mc gutrn csp&aic.

    i`ju&o prcaisn mckc. Nt& Nkiac tco sc nlnstnmg ng pcrachcr quc ns

    hri`anmcirns cstg i`mg kg`jc mconis.Nnonis oc nlnstnrci mc vga).

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    ocu. ns prcaisnogs supcrnr. :rcaisnogs vivcr. :rcaisg mc vga).

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    sistcon mc sgo cst mizc`mg quc cstnogs cspcrn`mg g vnjg

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    co lgrons mc on`tcr gauktgs gs ansgs gagrrimgs ago gutrgs nku`gs

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    sgh g pcsg mg rijgr mg agk&jig. $ckg oc`gs n ogtivn#g mc Ig`ns tcr

    simg gutrn. $ckg oc`gs issg.

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    8uzcs ruimgsns co uon on`b agog ns gutrns. 7gog

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    nonvn. co pgmcrin. g b nogr `g ou`mg. )cjurn`#n ontcrink &

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    rcknaig`nmg vimn ontcrink> Lcmuzimg nssio ng prnzcr> Ckn sc`tgu*

    sc `n anon. 6quckc crn g ocsog bgoco quc b pguags oi`utgs n

    njnrrnrn pgr mctrs, ns ogs lgrtcs npcrtn`mg scus scigs, n hgan co

    scu pcsagg. 2nknmn `g bnvin zgohnrin co scu gkbnr.

    ccrcsbioock pnrcac `g narcmitnr. Gkbn*n pcrpkcxg c`qun`tg ckn

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    tgonmg g anppuaai`g. 1ni sc zn`jnr sc ni`mn cstgu ago lgoc7 G quc

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    sij`ilianvn nquckc gkbnr, ckn sc pcrju`tgu. 4uco crn nquckc bgoco7

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    agog lgoc n bgrn " cssn. Gb oc pcrmgc. =umg hco. 1nogs snir c

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    pgmcrin tnkvcz nonr c c`tg cxistirin nogr. +o trnhnkbg jrntilian`tc

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